I Want to Be Happy Video (MV)

All I want to do is sit down
And think about nothing at all
But my head is like a trapdoor
Every single thought that enters falls

I think about things that I shouldn't
I choke myself with my brain
It is insane of what people think of me
But trust me I'm not the same

There are people I talk to that are blocked off from me
Because of who they're related to
There's a wall in between people and me
That I'm knocking on all night long

I think about things I shouldn't
I choke myself with my brain
It is insane what people think of me
But trust me I'm not the same

And as each brick falls and
As each person calls and
As I lose another chance
I think of myself as an ant

All I ever wanted was happiness
And the barricade is cutting me off