When you were there
When you were talking to me
I always
I always
Never gave anything back
When you all let
When you all let me in there
I always
I always
Never gave anything back
We never talk
We never talk at all
You're never there
You're never there at all
You never talk
You never could be there
You never think
You never could be scared
It always made no cents
It always made no sense at all
It always made no cents
It always made no sense at all
If I need help
I know you'd never be there
I always
I always
Knew that you couldn't be there
If I knew then
I'd never let you get close
You're so scared
You're so scared
Rewriting all that you know
Reading it back to me, back to me, back's to me
I am the fuel of your depression's factory
I am the thoughtless, the lowest amount
I am in camo to hide in your doubt
Lead you out there, I couldn't bare
The thought of leaving you with all my wares
Here is the horse, wooden then scorched
I may be gone but the smoke is my war
If you just let me in
I promise I wont do no wrong
I will just change your life
Hypnotized by every last song
Nothing but enemies
You are no friend to me
I will blend in if it makes you all stop
The job of impailers is bleed till it's hot
We ration out all despair until you've dropped
I've already lived that life
I've already lived that life
Don't make me say it again
All of your friends hate you, you're weak and you bend
We laugh at the fire and pray that it burns
We pick at our scabs and then ask why it hurts
You throw out your prayers then bathe in the sun
You pretend to care and then hope that it's done
When you were there and just talked to me
I ignored everything, everything
You were not there so I couldn't be there
You were so scared, so I vowed that I would never be scared