Small room
Dead sound
Wires
Laying around
Late Night
Screen Bright
Pounding
Ear drums so right
Stale Air
Can't breathe
Working
Hard for the sieve
Doing what I can
That's all there is
Don't know how else to be
Trying my best
Not to drown
But the water feels good
Going down
Does it sound right
Can't tell anymore
Need some help with letting go
The frequencies
Running through my brain
What is pleasure
What is pain
The emptiness
Is setting in
What's the point
Of anything
Just gotta keep moving on
There always will be
More songs
Put the fear
Out of my chest
Maybe someday
I can rest
And find a little bit of solace
In completing something
That I have
Worked on for so long
And just letting it go
Knowing that it
Is out there for everything
Hearing that it is
Not inside my head anymore
And it's pretty cool
And that's alright
And that will help me get through the night
But so far it hasn't
And that's really kind of depressing
I wonder if there's something that
I can find out there to make it
Feel so right to me
Make it feel alright to me
Then I can just look out there
And there and there and everywhere
And there might be something out there
Just making me forget
That I am just a compilation
Of these damned neurotic feelings
And the misinterpretations
Trying to parse the static and the noise
That comes through this little peephole
That opens everyday
But one day it won't
And that will
Surely be okay
But until then
I am trying
To find a little something
That is inside myself
Because I know
It will not be external
It will just be something
That I find inside myself
I've read so much f*cking shit about this
And yet I still don't follow
A single piece of advice
I guess that is the story of my life
And just singing about everything
And putting it outside of me
And hopefully one day
I'll just be empty
And then I can just read a book
Or stare at the ceiling
And nothing will even matter
And nothing will even matter
And then
Nothing
Setting up the bus
All receives and sends
Automating the
Rising and falling
Panning to the sides
Reverb to the rear
Hey can you tell me
If the space is clear
Clamping down the peaks
Make that body read
Just make sure to use
Only what you need
The mixdown
Of the sound
Too much too much
A little too much
Say goodbye to hibernation
And greet the bright bright sky
Warm embrace to intuition
And let out the big big sigh
Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah
Dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah dah
Buh buda bum bum buh buda bum bum buh buda bum bum buh buda bum bum
Do do do do do do do do do do do do do do do
Feeling
So light
It's worth
All of the strife
It's weird
I don't know
Which direction
To go
All the same
I'm glad
Gave it
The best that I had
All that I had