222 Album Lyrics by Lil Tjay

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Night Shift

Only 5 PM, I'm coolin', lightin' doinkies in Jamaica
Put a doinky in my mind, I think these doinkies make me greater
Reminiscin' 'bout my past, it was rough, I ain't no faker
It was rough, but ain't no bluff, you think you tough, I'm gettin' paper

Mind expanded, know I'm trained to go
Get more rocks, shit like the figure-four
Easy, I molded like snow, always on go, I was just under, below
Niggas was hatin' on me, patiently, I made it here, it was slow
Couple niggas would've called it fast, I was on a mission for the dash
Humble nigga, I know how it feel, I was just havin' no cash
I was just havin' no bag, dead broke, standin' in the rain
Youngest nigga puttin' in the pain, now we screamin' money ain't a thing
Chillin', but it's savagе in my veins, I'ma keep on comin' with the flames
Thеy already labeled me elite, so if I lose, then I'm the one to blame
Really, I got pain in my heart, if you tryin' gang, gotta be smart
I stay in my lane, play my part, but when it come to gang, you get sparked
Really, though, I ride for my brothers, started as a promise to my mother
Yeah, I know exactly where I'm headed, it be too much on my mind when I stutter
I don't wanna see nobody suffer, everybody eatin', call it supper
Really, though, I made it out the gutter, Lil Tjay the one and only, ain't no other
Now everybody love me, ain't no lover, they tryna throw they face on the scene
There ain't no motivation in the hood, we livin' with no escape, what I've seen
I had to march and pace for the green, I know I couldn't wait for this dream
I'm tryna get this cake, gotta elevate, pop out drippin' Dior to Celine
Rollin' that Russian Cream when I hit the scene, you could tell a youngin livin' his dream
Dead like I'm off of a bean, millionaire teen, now you can search me up on Bing
Now these bitches wanna f*ck, f*ck or it's up, I could use two or three nuts
Ain't got no money to hush, it's up and it's stuck, you pull up, you suckin' or what?
Big VVS's on the gold, made it out the trenches ten toes
Shout out to my niggas in the can that always stood official, didn't fold
Shout out to my label for the deal, shout out to my fans, man, for real
Big Cuban link, I got it rose, we ain't into stressin' over hoes
Every day, I wake up gettin' rolls, every day, I wake up on the road
Truly honest, life too fast, I'ma let it sit up 'til I'm old
Look how many records I done sold, woke up, I feel like a pot of gold
How it happened, I don't even know, I saw my lane and all I know is go
Big 'Miri denim for the feets, big Richard Mille, this ain't cheap
I ain't into beefin' through the tweets, just live with me, then leave it in the streets
Real nigga, that's just how it is, ain't nobody stoppin' how I live
Early twenties, coppin' out on cribs, I started off with nothin' in the fridge
Imagine what be runnin' through my dome, goofy niggas blowin' up my phone
Groupies comin', they won't leave me 'lone, I know they wouldn't be here if I wasn't on
Just because that, I be in my zone, mama raised me solid to the bone
Reminiscin', I sit up and stone like, "How the f*ck you got it on your own?"

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June 22nd

Woke up in the morning, calm day
Woke up in the morning hearing all my haters talk
It's a calm day time to tee it up
Call the plug told him I'ma need some drank
He said you want trish or keisha
I said nigga whatchu think
Got 5 point blank, driving moe might faint
In the stu grind more
This the picture I'ma paint
Trying to sign shit this the day that I met Ice Spice
She came through looking nice but I was thinking what's the price

But back to me fell asleep right in the stu I'm lacking
Pistol packed he said I don't got it benny tap in
I'm not the type the opps know me
I more like the shotta type, shots if I don't got to fight
Used to have a pocket knife
Back to this I'm trying to remember so I don't gas this shit
Truth be told on what I could see clearly should be half of it
Plus I can't spin certain shit, certain shit don't match with this
It's wavy and it fit the ball but go against my practices
Passionate next day I'm back up on the same shit
Today same shit, same guys, same whip
No sleep chain hit, gotta do a couple shit
I ain't really with no security I'm on some muscle shit
Buss moves had this little meeting in the morning
Still ain't get no sleep yet

Afternoon done torn in extra sturdy this the f*cking city
I was born it so I know if it ever rain today it's gonna pouring
Opps know it's crazy they could vouch now we out
Meet the bros up in the whip and we in route
I go to sleep I wake up hearing someone following my car
Bitch who following my car
No one following my car, I took a look
I saw the car then I went right back to sleep
I heard that's that car again what?
Never now it's beef I grab my glock and I'm like now
I'm finna flip him on this street
Bros like nah Tjay you wilding all I do is suck my teeth
We downtown in the city ain't nobody doing shit
I'm like nah bro you bugging we was dumb I'll be a lick
My new piece just came
My old piece a couple bricks, and if that's the opps
What if they pull up and blick the whip
So we argue know me I hop out the roof regardless
Moment niggas see me that's when the car spin

Niggas get to laughing they like told you t you tweaking
I just go right back to sleep and I'm like nah I'm tired of speaking
Now I'm out the back 30 later we at the telly
I won't up when niggas pulled up that shit lowkey hurt the belly
I ain't get to see if niggas spun the block and got back with us
F*ck around and lose my life just hanging with little niggas
So we out back to the telly I relax finish my nap
I booked the stu so in a few I'ma go back
Shows lined up album sounding like some crack
So I'm excited for the music coming out and for the sack
I'm finna go to paris really in a couple of hours this my first time
Crazy this shit happen what a wild one
Already got some kills lined up for when I land
Oversees I be that man think about it be like damn
Now I'm back up finna go through with the plan
Hit the stu make a jam not knowin', aw man
Anyways I'm well aware who driving I don't care hit the car
Clutchin' shit and now there's someone in my rear
Yo T

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Nobody

Sometimes I'm missin' you, missin' you
You know I'll do anything to bring you back to me
Sometimes I'm missin' you, missin' you
How can I bring you back to me?
Sometimes I'm missin' you, missin' you
You know I'll do anything to bring you back to me
Sometimes I'm missin' you, missin' you
How can I bring you back to me?

Been slidin' all year, I don't know when it's finna stop
Fate could be a lil' long, I don't know when it's finna drop
All I know is I'ma grind, do me, and you can watch
Sit back, think they heard about me sittin' at the top
If I went broke, they'd be like, "Oh well, how you lose your spot?"
The industry could cancel me, I can't be who I'm not
And I don't care for you to understand every line I drop
Just know I came from nothin', my garage costs like a lot
They be fakin' views, bots, f*ck the bands, who's hot?
I'm exactly who I say I am, pussy, you's not
We don't pick and choose shots, go for anybody
Tryna act up, don't spare nobody

Nobody, nobody
Back to the wall, it was nobody
Nobody, nobody
Nobody

If I ain't see that way perform, I'd play death
Nowadays you gotta put niggas to the test
How was you my brother and you sayin' you gon' step?
Nigga shot me in my neck and you left
Five in my chest, no one around
I couldn't picture nothin' but you holdin' me down
It was nobody, it was nobody, nobody, yeah
Trauma in my head but I smile for the fakes
Mama hurt, knowing my life wild as a bitch
This the shit I'd spend a hundred thousand for this
Chain bust, bitches goin' wild for the glis'
One of them niggas, yeah, that's the reason why they hate me
That's one the reasons why I can't walk with it on safety
I'ma stack every chance given, can't paste me
I can't let a nigga bake me

Nobody, nobody
Back to the wall, it was nobody
Nobody, nobody
Nobody

Nobody, nobody
F*ck it, I got used to havin' nobody
Nobody, nobody
Cold nights, we ain't got nobody
Who gon' die with ya, nigga? Nobody (nobody, nobody)
Sittin' in this cell, I got nobody
Nobody, nobody (livin' life with nobody)
Livin' life with nobody, yeah

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Scared 2 Be Lonely

Too many lonely days
Too many solo nights
I'll be back in your arms at midnight
Hold me 'cause I'm scared to be lonely

Strapped up but I know how to fight
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
Money long, I'm stackin' different heights
I ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
Tryna flood these millions I made
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
I ain't picked that shit up for some days

Dead broke, nigga I come from rags
Sorry if me shinin' gets you mad
Niggas got no motion, shit be sad
So they say I'm cocky when I brag
I was low, low, down bad
Went to school, no money, 'bout to crash
Turn this shit to somethin' was a task
Now you look at me you see the glass
Foreign Vs, hoppin' out the whip
'Mmember me and Lola hoppin' cabs
Sittin' smokin' thinkin' 'bout my life
Why the good go so fast?
Why would God save my type?
He know all my secrets from the past
Thinkin' 'bout the shit I been through
I ain't prolly come out so bad

Strapped up but I know how to fight
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
Money long, I'm stackin' different heights
I ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
Tryna flood these millions I made
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
I ain't picked that shit up for some days
So many times I could've died
I don't be prayin', no lie
But won't deny, something saved me
Something saved me
God, oh why?

Grind mode, that be always
I'm just tryna give myself a raise
Life's hard, I be makin' plays
Like I'm tryna figure out a maze
From the heart whenever I write
Trauma on my mental, won't fade
Shot seven times, no grave
We done put some niggas in the
I can show a nigga how to act
.40 cal'll teach 'em to behave
I come from a city if you lack
You must want your shit up on the page
Lotta shit can't say up in these raps
I know I'm different, I just got my ways
Shit be on my mental so I blaze
Free my niggas sittin' in the cage

Strapped up but I know how to fight
Trauma kid, but future lookin' bright
Money long, I'm stackin' different heights
I ain't gon' let 'em take me out tonight
In the stu' I'm working 'cause I'm paid
Tryna flood these millions I made
Phone ringin', niggas wanna talk
I ain't picked that shit up for some days
So many times I could've died
I don't be prayin', no lie
But won't deny, something saved me
Something saved me
God, oh why?

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Stressed

All I do
Is stay up all night, losing sleep over you

She used to tell me, "Daddy, I'm too stressed"
It's nothin' less than true love
Promise you I'm nothin' like the rest
You told me you would always play my side
Down to ride anytime, but the vibe givin' me, it's all lies
And I don't know what's goin' on
But you been movin' odd, I know somethin' wrong
(I ain't what you want, then find somethin' better
We can do whatever, but it's gon' leave emotions torn)

Real nigga, course I know how to adapt
Not only that but I be spittin' facts when I rap
When I first met you, we was spendin' hours on the Jack
Now we always argue, it's like every hour with you wack
I can't feel no sorrow, once I get over you, then it's that
My heart not to borrow, bitches don't want love, they just be cap
I'm a hoodlum, good one, but I'm tact'
Can't be playin' games like I ain't like that

Used to tell me, "Daddy, I'm too stressed"
It's nothin' less than true love
Promise you I'm nothin' like the rest
You told me you would always play my side
Down to ride anytime, but the vibe givin' me, it's all lies
And I don't know what's goin' on
But you been movin' odd, I know somethin' wrong
(I ain't what you want, then find somethin' better
We can do whatever, but it's gon' leave emotions torn)

All I do is think about you
Thinkin' 'bout the places that we been to
Thinkin' 'bout the shit, the shit we been through
It's true, whoa
I'm the only one who did some wrongs, baby
You was hidin' shit up in your phone, baby
No, I ain't get us here on my own
If you don't wanna be with me
Then I'ma have to set you free
And if you gon' leave then
Go to find what you need
Emotions torn, emotions torn, ah (emotions)
Emotions torn, emotions torn, emotions torn

She used to tell me, "Daddy, I'm too stressed" (stressed)
It's nothin' less than true love
Promise you I'm nothin' like the rest
You told me you would always play my side
Down to ride anytime, but the vibe givin' me, it's all lies
And I don't know what's goin' on
But you been movin' odd, I know somethin' wrong
(I ain't what you want, then find somethin' better
We can do whatever, but it's gon' leave emotions torn)

All I do
Is stay up all night, losing sleep over you

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2 Grown

I'm not here for all your small talk or your morning coffee
I'd rather catch a body than catch feelings for somebody
I barely know
If you're looking for the one, you shouldn't get too close
But if you like falling for strangers (strangers)
If you like dancing with danger
If you like crossing lines, wasting time
You're temporarily just my type
If you like falling for strangers

I used to wanna see the world with you
All great then it wasn't, things changed
I guess that's just how life goes
We gettin' too grown for the childish games
And I don't know why I'd even try again and again, no, oh

Lot of shit you said when we argued
Was just so petty, not gon' lie, it still stick
You tryna say it is what it ain't, all love, hate, I can't
Bro said f*ck these hoes, we tryna get rich
You got me in that mood, I be so low
Don't wanna eat my food, I be home solo
I wanted to be toxic
Shut you up, it's hostile
Been gettin' to your head, shoulda kept you my ho
And I don't know why I'd even try again and again
And I don't know why I'd even try again and again

I used to wanna see the world with you
All great then it wasn't, things changed
I guess that's just how life goes
We gettin' too grown for the childish games
And I don't know why I'd even try again and again, no, oh

If you like falling for strangers (strangers)
If you like dancing with danger
If you like crossing lines, wasting time
You're temporarily just my type
If you like falling for strangers, if you like

I'm still trippin' off the shit that you done said to me
I'm still trippin' on the lies that you had fed to me
I'm still trippin' but I shouldn't 'cause it's done now
I'm still missin' what I thought in you I once found
I took you 'round the world, seven nights in Paris
I gave you everything and now you act like it don't matter
I defended you to friends, now you got embarrassed
I even took you home and introduced you to my parents
And it's time money can't buy back with you
And it's hard to admit that I still want you, yeah
It's hard to admit but it still the truth
Are you still? Are you still down?

I used to wanna see the world with you
All great then it wasn't, things changed
I guess that's just how life goes
We gettin' too grown for the childish games
And I don't know why I'd even try again and again, no, oh

I'm not here for your small talk or your morning coffee
I'd rather catch a body than catch feelings for somebody
I barely know
If you're looking for the one, you shouldn't get too close
But if you like falling for strangers (strangers)
If you like dancing with danger
If you like crossing lines, wasting time
You're temporarily just my type
If you like falling for strangers
If you like

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Heart Felt Soul

God gave me another chance, I can't fold
Might send the lovers, still a heartfelt soul
One purpose to feed the youth, that I know
I'ma stay true to that as far as I go
From S-Block, Smelly Drive, wasn't never no ho
F*ck that shit they talkin', that's forever my bro
I did shit for niggas that I'd rather not show
Niggas love the trenches like they'd rather not grow

Shit makes me frown
My own members wanna take me down
Breaks me down
Reminiscin' all the guys that not around
Makes me frown
Why the good always die so young?
Breaks me down
Just reflectin' on the place I come from

No one-on-one, just babies killin' babies
Ain't really nothin' to do, the truth, shit shady
Tryna have fun, might traumatize you, maybe
Police don't want for us to win, shit crazy
Still love the slums, the slums, for sure, it made me
Gotta go dumb and dumb 'cause broke ain't wavy
You twenty-somethin', you broke, no job, you lazy
Hell of a run, I seen so many fall
I made a vows that I'd outwork 'em all
Had tunnel vision from behind that wall ('hind that wall)
Everybody got they hand out like where the ball? (Where the ball?)
Like who assistin' me? I don't recall (no)
Buzzer-beater shot, won't fold, I'ma take it (right now)
This for all them hatin' niggas ain't think I would make it (on the run)
Hop on every track, tryna win, so I paced it (gotta, gotta ball)
F*ck it, if I'm up they gotta face it (oh, oh)

God gave me another chance, I can't fold (can't fold)
Might send the lovers, still a heartfelt soul
One purpose to feed the youth, that I know (won't stop)
I'ma stay true to that as far as I go (go)
From S-Block, Smelly Drive, wasn't never no ho (no ho)
F*ck that shit they talkin', that's forever my bro (my bro)
I did shit for niggas that I'd rather not show (not show)
Niggas love the trenches like they'd rather not grow

Shit makes me frown
My own members wanna take me down
Breaks me down (breaks me down)
Reminiscin' all the guys that not around
Makes me frown (frown)
Why the good always die so young?
Breaks me down
Just reflectin' on the place I come from

Just reflectin' on the place I come from
Just reflectin' on the place I come from

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Bla Bla

(Blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah) Brr, boom
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)

All I hear is (blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)

When I got shot, nigga, what did you do?
Instead of point fingers, like "You, you, you"
Niggas be talkin' like they with the shit
Told me you got a grip, nigga, why you ain't threw?
I was confused with myself, tryna think niggas tough
But deep down, I already knew
Shoot by my dolie, portfolio cool
When I catch you, I'm puttin' a hole in your- (boom, boom, boom)
We gon' keep spinnin', no takin' a break
I'ma keep winnin' and makin' this cake (ooh, oh)
God let me here for a reason, no takin' His faith
I feel guilty for takin' his-
Chance that I'm goin', it ain't no debate
Next time, I promise I'm makin' an eighth
Five-hundred K if you catch him right now
Truly, don't really care if I'm makin' a case (hol' on)
We ain't never take bunnies, you got me confused with someone I'm not (grr, boom)
Now you realized you're litty
Stop the callin' my phone, talkin' hot
I don't know nothin' 'bout nobody murder
And I don't know nothin' 'bout nobody shot
They don't know nothin' 'bout gangsters we be
But they stay tryna tell me it's over for Pop

All I hear is (blah, blah, blah, blah)
(They say you talked, you ain't really do it, right?) (Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah) Yeah, grr, yeah, look, uh, baow

Bro got the addy, I got a idea
Tell me it's up and it's stuck in the air
The way they gon' do him, it's not even fair
And the shit that we do, we do not wanna share (baow)
I do not care, it's not for the 'Gram
Only way I won't throw if it's not in my hands
And that nigga my heart and he want his revenge
We don't care if he's shot, we shot him again (grr, baow)
I wanna stop but it's in my soul
He act like a problem, then he gotta go
We won't even catch a nigga at his-, huh (shh)
We gon' wait 'til he goin' home (blow him down)
Nigga, I say what I want 'cause I'm grown
As long as I watch what I say on that phone
And my time is on demon, I stay in that zone
All them niggas I send is never gon' fold (grr, baow)

(Blah, blah, blah, blah, huh, yeah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah, yeah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
(Blah, blah, blah, blah, baow)
All I hear is (blah, blah, blah, blah)
You know the type of time you on already, nigga
(Blah, blah, blah, blah) Just duck
(Blah, blah, blah, blah) When you see a nigga, just duck
(Blah, blah, blah, blah)
Yeah, I ain't talkin' 'bout it
They say he talked about it or he ain't do it (baow)

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Someone Who Cares

I'm afraid of love
I'm scared of givin' out my trust
I'm scared our love could turn to dust
I'm afraid, afraid of love

I know that you just need somebody to
Love on you, trust, girl, 'cause I need love too
Somebody different, for once, gon' stay true
Someone who cares, someone who cares for you (I'm afraid of love)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared of givin' out my trust)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared our love could turn to dust)
Someone who cares, who cares, who cares (I'm afraid, afraid of love)

You want a thug? That's what you got, you better know what's comin' with your spot
You steady cryin' 'bout some other shit while I got some real niggas on the rock
I got some real niggas in the feds, probably a meal ticket on my head
So much to deal with, tell you real quick, I can't let you come between no bread
Can't nothin' come between me gettin' paid, I know you miss me, but I'm on the stage
On the road gettin' my dough, f*ck hoes, all them bitches in the way
Everybody know a nigga paid, reason why these bitches throwin' it to me
F*ck it, if you down to ride, then okay, ayy

I know that you just need somebody to
Love on you, trust, girl, 'cause I need love too
Somebody different, for once, gon' stay true
Someone who cares, someone who cares for you (I'm afraid of love)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared of givin' out my trust)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared our love could turn to dust)
Someone who cares, who cares, who cares (I'm afraid, afraid of love)

I'm afraid of love
I'm scared of givin' out my trust
I'm scared our love could turn to dust
I'm afraid, afraid of love

Back to the wall, if I ever would fold, what I wanna know, would you be there?
I know bitches want me 'cause they see my money, but I know that they don't really care
I ain't never been known to cuff on a ho, keep it cordial, I love to be clear
And that bitch for the guys, I'ma share, I'm tryna run up my money this year
I be goin' through stuff, see, I'm turnin' it up, VVS, damn, I'm livin' in fear
If the judge locked me up and said I'd probably step, would you stay by my side or be weird?
Really, though, I know better for me, I catch cases, I'm lookin' my peers
Broski fightin' a dime, he ain't started his time, had to find out his bitch everywhere

I know that you just need somebody to
Love on you, trust, girl, 'cause I need love too
Somebody different, for once, gon' stay true
Someone who cares, someone who cares for you (I'm afraid of love)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared of givin' out my trust)
Someone who cares for you (I'm scared our love could turn to dust)
Someone who cares, who cares, who cares (I'm afraid, afraid of love)

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Forgot I Was The 1

Started from the bottom, worked my ass off
I done seen my life flash, dawg
This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars
What if me callin' for help was my last call?
What if God didn't answer?
'Cause I took shit for granted
What if me wantin' a double R turned me to a phantom?
They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer
It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it

Runnin' up cheddar, done got in more trouble, it come to you double, and you try to dip
My mama taught me how to be a man, K-Murder taught me not to be a bitch
'Member that one day niggas tried fight but I had the pipe, put that on my gift
Front of my mother, I let that shit go, too quick to blow a nigga in his shit
Imagine my mama hearing that I'm dead, through the most so my mom see me like this
Gotta stay on my shit, I ain't focused on niggas, they kids
Young and focused on runnin' up hits
Duckin' these bids, that's where we live
Nothin' like you, that's we do
Everything problem, you comin' to me
Who could relate?
I done did too much for niggas that turned around and spit in my face
And some days we was comin' up I thought this never ever be the case
F*ck it, I'm here
I'm tryna f*ck up some commas, no Pluto, feel like I'm in space
Give a f*ck about nobody givin' me kudos, I rather erase

Started from the bottom, worked my ass off
I done seen my life flash, dawg
This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars
What if me callin' for help was my last call?
What if God didn't answer?
'Cause I took shit for granted
What if me wantin' a double R turned me to a phantom?
They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer
It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it

I don't want shit but some money
I ain't chasin' no bitches, they ain't on shit
I know niggas hurtin', prayin' I'ma fail
But I'ma keep workin', make them niggas sick
Ain't no one helped me
Role models lookin' at me like I don't exist
Still livin' healthy
Ain't never needed nobody, just my gift
Look at my wrist
Thuggin', that I did a lot of grindin' for the clique
Now the second was chill
They was thinkin' I was cold, suck my dick
Chillin' 'round unloyal bros, didn't know 'til I slipped
Get one life, won't think twice 'fore I go, I'ma blick
All I know, funny cards was dealt to me
But I know, that I wasn't meant to be
All I know, that's for sure, time to go

Started from the bottom, worked my ass off
I done seen my life flash, dawg
This shit is more than jewelry and fast cars
What if me callin' for help was my last call?
What if God didn't answer?
'Cause I took shit for granted
What if me wantin' a double R turned me to a phantom?
They went from callin' my phone to prayin' God doesn't answer
It's crazy how they switched up, I don't understand it, ah

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Hole In My Heart

I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
Hole in heart

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized

Don't think I can say, "I hate you," but you did me dirty
As real as I kept it, you never respected, I never rejected nothin' that you need
I know in the streets, shit wicked, how it be, I just never thought me
Cheat up but it's OD, glad your demon side, I got to see
Focused, ain't wastin' no time, I pour up, get money and let the pain flow out in rhymes
Yeah, I go crazy for mine, if I tell you I love then I can never do you slime
Bitches be snake, don't be blind, never let 'em knock you off your grind
I ain't never tell a ho she mine again, I'm in love with money, bitch, I'm fine

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feel it bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized (yeah)
Your love left me traumatized (trauma), girl, you left me traumatized (that's it)
Your love left me (spin), your love left me (haha), your love left me traumatized

Traumatized
Not the type that'll really let the drama slide
Shell casings, I'ma let the llama fly (brrt)
That's the reason I don't f*ck with your mama's side (nah)
Over love, it could lead to homicide (uh-huh)
Trust issues, gotta put the bond aside
You ain't even give me a chance to compromise (uh-huh)
You just let it in free, you just count the lies (damn)
We was supposed to lock in and go hard (mm)
Had all the Chanel and the Goyard (yeah)
P-Y-P, should've played your part (yeah)
You was so dumb, thought you was so smart (stupid)
Only thing a nigga could do is go spar (yeah)
Use your mind but don't lose your heart (never)
Never knew the world that we live in was so dark (woo)
When they put the knife in your back, it's so sharp (what?)

Got me sittin' with a hole in my heart
I never knew the world that we live in was so dark
It's scar after scar, feelin' bar after bar
Should internal all my hurts so ain't no marks
I do me, knowin' I low-key wake up feelin' sometimes like I wanna die
It's f*cked up, no lie, but your love left me traumatized
Your love left me traumatized, girl, you left me traumatized
Your love left me, your love left me, your love left me traumatized

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Project Walls

Makin' me go crazy now, oh, I know
Yeah, I want it, I-I-I-I, I wanna know

Roaches, project walls, dead broke, I seen all
Tryna change my life, damn near tried it all
Know some want me dead, locked up in the feds
I strive for better

'Member when I was broke
Runnin' 'round hungry, no coat
Probably fried or put up on the dope
Never had money, so I got to bag and went dummy
Had shit to cop up in my notes, freestylin' quotes
Came from the bottom, it's possible, over work was my approach
These niggas ghost
Stick to the ones who gon' love you for you, if not, you're gon' be toast
Niggas be jokes, gotta stay woke
They want my spot, that's why I do the most
This off the dome, sometimes I tend to roam
But I can't leave it 'lone, they got me coast to coast
Still check in a lot to make sure mama proud
We're clearin' two hundred fifty, Rolling Loud
We sellin' out bigger shows, bigger crowds
Still, I don't know how
My fans tell me that they miss me, "Tjay, can you drown?"
Please don't play around
Focus on your sound, put on for the town
Tryna mix pieces I can't pronounce
Pockets clutchin' up, man, I can't frown
Thinkin', "Lord, why You do it for me?"
Know it's many who see it, still ain't never go down

Roaches, project walls, dead broke, I seen all
Tryna change my life, damn near tried it all
Know some want me dead, locked up in the feds
I strive for better

Those just federal walls, I seen that before ('fore)
I'm so gone, oh God, I don't cry no more (oh)
Fake shit tear me down, all the way to my core (my core)
Play for the second time 'round, no, I don't need that whore
Tell 'em to try it again, them niggas they thought I was finished, yeah
Pullin' right up in a Benz, I gotta make sure that they hear me, yeah (oh)
Tell 'em I don't need no friends, I'm runnin' up all the millions (runnin' up)
Got my back, I don't need no hand, we swerve on all them niggas
Have 'em spray the fan in front of my fam, I'm havin' em up all the switches
I ain't showin' my hand, part of my plan, I'm handlin' all the business
And I handle her too, they just salt me down, I seen that before
I heard gun shots run, I'm not worried no more

Roaches, project walls, dead broke, I seen all
Tryna change my life, damn near tried it all
Know some want me dead, locked up in the feds
I strive for better

Makin' me go crazy now, oh, I know
Yeah, I want it, I-I-I-I, I wanna know

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Beat The Odds Part 2

Grateful for the shit I got 'cause I come from a hard life
Demons on my mental, saw some shit I wanna archive
Feds lurkin' now, tryna bring a nigga down
Just thinkin' 'bout the possibility, I frown
Far out in that water, Father, don't let me drown
I can hear my grandma sayin', "Don't let me down"
People wanna kill me, always keep my gun 'round
Pray I squeeze first, I can't lose the millies I found

Uh, more beefs, so we got more choppers
Clean sweep, we hit 'em so proper
Knee deep, been on that road, mama
And my new nina'll sing like a soap opera
For the gang that's how I bleed, don't need no doctor
I can't see us lose, it's safe to say we got a cold roster
Glock work, I travel with that rock like I'm a Globetrotter
He ain't never post up or trap to get his own dollars
Can't trust a ho, 'cause all them lies she told a whole lot of
Now she turn to somethin' I pass on
Got a pretty bitch down in Philly, she a bad jawn
Like "Slow it down, I can't f*ck you to no fast song"
A trip to Miami, had the doctor put her ass on
My prayers weren't answered like I'm talkin' to the skies wrong
Ditch to hit the block, I used to hate to be in class long
Jim Carrey, I'm a different person with that mask on
You don't wanna be the one that we hop out and spazz on, uh

Grateful for the shit I got 'cause I come from a hard life
Demons on my mental, saw some shit I wanna archive
Feds lurkin' now, tryna bring a nigga down
Just thinkin' 'bout the possibility, I frown
Far out in that water, Father, don't let me drown
I can hear my grandma sayin', "Don't let me down"
People wanna kill me, always keep my gun 'round
Pray I squeeze first, I can't lose the millies I found

Bussin' off the stoinky wishin' I was off a bean, no stalk
I was hungry for that money like a fiend
Too deep in that water, my life ain't have no order
Melodic blue stories, I'm feelin' like Baby Keem
I ain't Dr. Seuss but I keep two things
Nina pop, never got time to record, but she sing
They run track, I know I will be a dummy if I lack
Brodie never been nowhere, but still he always tryna pack
And subtract, I'm rich but now I'm tryna get richer
Been flyin' private lately, TSA been dyin' for pictures
I do my own thing, ain't the biggest artist yet, no shame
Writin' bars 'til they sink in, got me so drained
Flow Wayne, I don't give a f*ck about no ceiling
Catch a opp and we gon' send him to the sky
They be like, "Tjay, why do you move around with all them f*ckin' guns?"
I just tell 'em that's 'cause I don't wanna die
And trust me, I don't lie, can't f*ck up, I'm a star right now
If I wasn't quick to blow, I would be in the stars right now
Big ol' chains, I could buy like seven cars right now
Never count me out, I won't let the bars pipe down
Off a deuce, like I'm tryna go to Mars right now
Really live this life, it ain't just no façades I found
I see a opp, that's on bro, he better dodge my round
My last killer get like Nicki Minaj in the gown
I'm so-

Grateful for the shit I got 'cause I come from a hard life
Demons on my mental, saw some shit I wanna archive
Feds lurkin' now, tryna bring a nigga down
Just thinkin' 'bout the possibility, I frown
Far out in that water, Father, don't let me drown
I can hear my grandma sayin', "Don't let me down"
People wanna kill me, always keep my gun 'round
Pray I squeeze first, I can't lose the millies I found

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Foster Baby

Every day, day, day, day, I used to wake up and pray
Grandma was fightin' for her life in the hospital, I did not wanna see her that way
I didn't sing, ain't have a thing, ain't wanna ask my mama, I used to rob
They used to tell me, "Lil' boy, get a job", still the same, on the sofa and I used to nod
Come around clean, come around cool, deep in the streets, thought that was a façade
I see my mom and them goin' through pain, it f*ck with my brain, I put that on God
We all know money can't fix all the problems, I was just tryna just put 'em to end
I saw a lane, I can better and change what I do for a livin', and now I'm on ten
At the top of my class, know they thought this would stop in the past
I got twenty mill' comin', the rest of the year, payin' six cool, it gotta be glass
So much, niggas won't stop me, they know they can't stop me, they sista'nem got me on blast
I'm on Instagram showin' off bands, I don't know what to do with the cash
I'ma live everyday like my last, nah, my whip it ain't fast
They been hood mad, I'm thick in the grass
Used to wake up in the crib, and the crib smell like shit
F*ck 'round, might as well live in the trap
I ain't never tell my fans that I was adopted, but f*ck it, I'm givin' you facts
Started young, but now I'm a man but I'ma keep workin', and I'ma keep givin' you plaques
Givin' them pain, I just be livin' in vain
Long as nobody talkin' on my name, you will not get flamed, we'll keep it the same
Don't want problems with nobody (problems with nobody, problems with nobody)

(Don't keep her number, just leave that ho back there)
(I got so much bullshit stuck on my mind
I done came to the point where no nothing but pain)

I'm finna let you a lil' deeper in my life
Got to the point, I feel if I speak it's aight
I'm finna vent to y'all, myself into the mic
I ain't never tell my story how it was
Youth, born 2001
My mama told me she was stressin' out from havin' a son
Not like she ain't want me, she was talkin' havin' me young
My pops ain't really want me, she was lowkey havin' me dumb
But to keep it goin', life goes on, night come, new problems keep flowin'
She told me this just the other day
When normally I ask about my father, she ain't got too much to say
Findin' better life, I had to pray, survive, I may
The shit I used to think up in that jungle everyday
Never had nothin' given to me, had to find my way
I can say I done came a long way from poverty
SB forever, but a long way from Slattery
My soul hurt, a few real members gone, please don't bother me
Ask the opps, they all know I perform
Blew up, had to change my norm
When I go back to my hood, the police storm
When you a coon, if you get rich and you don't leave
My mama still gon' play the trenches like she won't leave
But I don't show that, niggas know that
Before rap, be a black man outside livin' cozy
Deadys out the Oz, my auntie named Rosie
She told me she miss me, not for you, you know these hoes be gassin'
That ain't how I'm steppin'
The only thing a nigga want right now is progression
Fire to the flame, stamp my little chain
I grew up in a area youngins dyin' by the name
My inner-self a stepper, I'm from Ryer, I know pain
Double-cup of red, I feel like I'm higher than Wayne, higher than Wayne
My mom don't want it, but I still wanna buy her a chain
That just 'cause where we come from
She like, "You go dumb, son"
Got addicted to this life, you want this? I don't want one

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Grateful

Yeah, yeah (you're God's child)
I'm God's child, oh
(I'm grateful) I'm grateful
(I'm grateful) So, so, so
(I'm grateful) Yes, I am
I'm grateful

Came home, got rich from a bid
Matter fact, got rich from a kid
Trust God, nigga still keep a Sig
'Cause the past burnt out and we did what we did
Told you I'ma change ways, I renege
Lot of times could've died but I lived
Kept alive, could've died but I'm big
Hope God not mad, but no lie, you my nig'
I ain't really tryna say too much
But honestly, I just really wanna thank You
Whenever problems my way, I could bank You
I was locked up, I had shackles on my ankles
Now I'm livin' my life
I remember when I thought I wasn't comin' home
Remember when I thought I wasn't alone
Lord, please forgive, I was dumb and wrong

I'm grateful (I'm so grateful)
I'm grateful (for everything)
I'm grateful (so grateful)
I'm grateful

Gotta thank God that I woke up
Some people didn't, shit crazy
'Cause I'm still livin' fast
Take a look at my past from the spot that I'm in, still amaze me
Steer the youth right, I'm tryna be a leader
It's a different phase, I'm on no AZ
Gun violence steady killin' these babies, and innocent ladies
Maybe we could change this shit, one day at a time
And it's crazy, I guess my angel's lookin' over, got me fine
Body paralyzed, no lyin', the opps want me dyin'
But that wasn't destined for me

One life, one life, whoa
One life, one life, whoa (one life)
One life, one life, whoa (Lord)
God's child, God's child, yeah (I am, I am)
God's child, God's child, yeah (I am, I am)
God's child
God's child, yeah, yeah
I'm grateful, I'm grateful (great), grateful
I'm grateful (I'm grateful, grateful, I'm grateful)
Lord, I am so grateful (I'm grateful, grateful, I'm grateful)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm grateful
I am, I am, I am, I am, I am grateful