Steady thinking about my life I swear it's driving me crazy
I done lost another friend
I swear it really fazed me
I can't understand
All of this pain
How I'm gone take it
How I'm gone take it
Man I'm tryna change it
Yeah I wanna change it
Swear I'm thinking on it daily
Never falling off
I'm planning futures for my babies
Gotta keep me focused
I can't sit around and be lazy
Man my life so crazy
This shit so crazy
How many times I gotta tell you.
I'm the golden one,
So we ain't never falling down
We tryna run it up
I'm thinking about my fallen angels
It done f*cked me up
Like you was here and now you not
Like wtf Is up
Can't trust nobody
Left me scarred
I'm tryna tuck it up
Done learned some lessons in this life
So I can't take advice
I'm standing ten
I'm tryna win
I'm risking every right
Keep thinking bout all of my friends
Been missing all of them
Like how you leave me unexpected
Left me hard to heal
Now everytime I close my eyes I'm steady seeing them
Done f*cked my mental up so much
Don't even reminisce
Cause everytime I think bout you
I swear I'm feeling sick
Steady thinking about my life I swear it's driving me crazy
I done lost another friend
I swear it really fazed me
I can't understand
All of this pain
How I'm gone take it
How I'm gone take it
Man I'm tryna change it
Yeah I wanna change it
Swear I'm thinking on it daily
Never falling off
I'm planning futures for my babies
Gotta keep me focused
I can't sit around be lazy
Man my life so crazy
This shit so crazy