Lach My Ballz - Double Trouble Lyrics

I'm feeling trouble
And I'm seeing double
And they make me stumble
And then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today
I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape
I feel like easy prey
Feeling embarrassed in my own home
I just wanna get stoned
I'm sinking like a rock
I'm the titanic
I feel the opposite of gigantic
Why do they mock it's not a practise interview
Gotta get it in quick like it's family feud
What's with these crazy antics
Feeling fragile I'm an antique
I got value I'm not pedantic
I just want friends I'm frantic
Traveled a lot getting car sick
I don't wanna get shit
But you stick it to me like melted tar that stinks
It's like I'm searching a pond full of dead fish
They reek havoc
It's like I'm trapped while I'm laying in a hammock
Isn't that meant to be relaxing
God damn I was just relapsing
I know like Eminem that flopped
That's not a diss man he's a god
But you've left me gasping
For air rolling on dead grass
You're such a pain like a million bindi's in my ass
I'm stuck on harsh terrain
It's hell on Earth and the Devil's to blame
I remember when I thought I had a best friend
I had a photo of us that I got framed
Then you had to transform into my worst friend
Now the photo got some scarlet stains
God damn my fist hurts
Why does my wrist burst
I just had to trust you at first
But you turned out to be my curse
Yeah I just had to trust you at first
Yeah it turned out that you were my curse
I'm feeling trouble
And I'm seeing double
And they make me stumble
And then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today
I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape
I feel like easy prey
Like I said before I've gone from home to home
My family tryna find another place to go
No matter where I go I feel so alone
How can I let my friendships grow
Now shit's blown outta proportion
Sometimes I wish I was an abortion
Non-existent in the world
Not persistent to try
My brains so fuzzy and whirled
I just wanna sit and cry
I feel like I wanna use a catapult and hurl myself to another land
Cos I wish someone thought I was a pearl
And they'd search into this closed clam
Yeah they'd find a scared little girl
Not a bright happy woman
None of my qualities are imitable
I look in the mirror not clear visual
And to the whole world I feel invisible
And I'm super easily dismissible
My family always angry
And they always blaming
They always try contain me
I feel they don't know how to raise me
They always call me lazy
They always drive me crazy
I might have to join Cirque Du Soleil
Juggle with balls that are flaming
Or juggle with blades that'll graze me
I mean really can you blame me
I'll just tell them all I wasn't aiming
I could end it all in an instant
No one would care if I went missing
I don't wanna have to move again like a piston
And I just hate the school system
But I won't do that
I need to think of who it'll impact
My Mom and Dad
I really must start and think rash
If you're struggling like finding a needle in a haystack
Go and get some help ASAP
I'm feeling trouble
And I'm seeing double
And they make me stumble
And then I just tumble
I don't wanna die today
I just wanna fly today
And let my mind escape
I feel like easy prey