Lael Turner - Mukduk on a Boat (feat. Noname Chom$ky) Lyrics

The heart you hit with arguments, lose the truth in your disputes
Bruises on her arm again, imagine what I'd do to you
Black man use a back hand, now nigga you ain't bulletproof
Devalued cuz of pigment, your value
I question too
I get mad when I think about my family hurting
Nigga I get mad, when I think about you as a person
Nigga I get mad, and I can't describe that pain inside
All I know is I, all I know is I, all I know is I, all I know is I

I just wanna run away

Black man used a black hand, I hate myself
See I been stretched thin, I could break myself
Make myself, something I don't wanna, I should pace myself
Take myself, really I need grace myself
Don't excuse their actions or cure a nigga depression
Obama made us well we all in regression
Seen my indiscretion, don't blame it on my complexion
They, 1 2 testing, hoping to get reactions
What they want, a nigga in jail, I'm doing well
What they want, they tipping the scale hoping I fail
What they want, niggas implemented to the system
What I want is my convictions, conflicted they steady tripping
Tie your shoe, we just numbers and it's all the same
Make it all a fun game, tryna make us David Blaine
Soul train to halt, its ya fault, I'm wide awake and
Everyday I'm steady praying, hope I don't get to violating (Eye for eye)

I just wanna run away

Hit the panic button
Call the doctor over
Cuz I'm feeling something
Look at how far we coming
Ain't no walking now
I guess I'm done with crutches
Yeah you been waiting on it
We been praying on it
Finna start a ruckus
Hard to believe
I been in and been out of SP
Uh
Called my pops and he told me
All the things he proud of
So i guess I'm living
Been a minute
Since I seen him
But guaranteed on moms
That I believe him
Never chosen
Always woven
It's braided to the
Fabric of my being
Honest always
On the broadway
Cant find the part yo
So I told her I'm leaving
Like the bug
I'm finna go
Look at us
We finna glow
Look at us now
Ha
Look at us wow

I was hungry way before the mil came
Here today and gone tomorrow now it's not the same
Think they know the old me, like I'm Cassius Clay
Gave them everything and in exchange, showed they never change
Like they had a bad day at the register
Next semester getting close, will I even register?
Want me focus on the stats and not the decimals
Dewie in the middle now, me and Cole is middle child's
Felt that and more to come, still I'm not numb
All the second hand you gave me glad I l got lungs
Still got heart, drifted but not that far
2 shots I'm in the green, sink the 3rd to stay par
Show me love, show me love, think I'm sinking help me up
Show me off, show me up, mixed signals like a mutt
Bad feeling, like I took a truck to the guts
Like I left it in the rain, now I see it start to rust
Sometimes I start to question if I'm gifted
Traveled down the road, no directions, didn't listen
God send me people asking me why I'm tripping
Tried to run the marathon, with loose laces, pay attention