Lamar Shima - Prince of Clowns Lyrics

Look into my eyes n**** tell me what you see
Do my irises paint pictures of ecstasy
Am I tired or is it ADHD, cause I can only pay attention to the chains that's around me

I'm a clown
I'm a scrub
Everything single thing i do it mean shit
90% Of the time i just wanna quit
So you better get away with that optimism
Cause nigga I'm a mother f*cking pessimist

And these people say that they loyal
But they don't really love you they just wanna destroy you
If you need somebody to hold you
I'll be here waiting for you with a kiss and a hug for you
I'm not stressing with love
I'm not stressing with hate
I don't bother with emotions menh I let that bitch rage
I know life is a phase
Damn I wish it would end
I see sharks in water but I still gotta
Right before I wrote this song I told a certain i loved her
She didn't even reply tho I know the bitch online
I just keep my feelings in box
Don't ask me to open it up
All my emotions keeping it tucked
Magnolia put it in my socks
God almighty in heaven
If this song is my last
I pray my fans have a play
Hope to they take to the speakers
Hope they play that shit up
While I'm in my room suffering whatever
I'm a clown
I'm a scrub
Everything single thing i do it mean shit
90% of the time i just wanna quit
So you better get away with that optimism
Cause nigga I'm a mother f*cking pessimist

Fangs that's around me
Gangs that's surround me
Lately Satan been working been tryna raise an army
I pray that the Lord goin send his angels come around me
Cause when they on the spot then I know they can't harm me