Contempl8in Video (MV)

Contemplating, overthinking
I don't know but I feel like I need time to wait for me
But time isn't gonna wait - is it?
So here I am, expressin' my emotions over a beat

There's only so much that I can take
I can act though and all, but if you listen you'll hear my heart break
Unfortunately, it's not caused by a simple mistake but...
It's by the responsibility, you refuse to take
I could spend forever wishing you'd change but... F*ck it I done lost faith
Somehow love feels more like a weakness than vulnerability
Cause man, my wings are tired
They're tired by the job which they were hired
And this inside fire is what's forces me to retire
It's like I don't want to but Imma have to let it all sink
I've been sober for two years but sh... I might need a drink
They ask me if I love you still
I mean, I did then I probably always will
Cause it's not like you stop loving the ocean just because you've left the beach - is it?
Man you're lucky, you're lucky 'cause while I've got nothing you've got me
I've been reaching out, but you rather have me drown
It's sad cause if my funeral was tomorrow, you'd post pictures with a caption of sorrow
Yet I'm right here, not where you left me but here alive
It's hard to see that for our bond you're not even willing to strive
Man, it feels like I've lost so much over so little
I can't seem to figure it out but... Like...
Where did it turn and what was my lesson to learn?
I guess if I've learned anything it's that; where two ways diverge they also collide
You've sung words of a beautiful song
It's just too bad your actions won't come along
Some beautiful sentences (Ouf)
They were well presented (Uhm)
I'm not sure what was really intended (Hhh-hhh)
I just... Don't think you should sell ties
When you can't seem to separate facts from lies
Man I'm grateful, I'm grateful for the universe cause all the loving energy I fuse out
Always come back, and I take you not choosing me
As a sign of the universe protecting me
So I guess I should be happy
Cause I
Loved you in oceans, while you loved me in waves
I forgot I'm supposed to let shit go
I'll probably rhyme to throat's sore and I'll write till I run out of ink
But I can't force the blind to read, nah I can't force the blind to read

You, just like everybody else is hating on Trump, who's one person out there
It doesn't change the fact that you're the one hating, right here
Now, who's that energy really harming? And do you think Trump's gon' care?
You avert action and forgetting that he alone is not the problem
But just like your own issues, you ignore them