sober. Video (MV)

In my head on the run, thinking I'm having fun
It's five o'clock in the morning, I'm shaking
Getting drunk in my car, to getting kicked out of bars
I think I took it too far, now lately
I'm taking shots all alone, breaking rocks on my phone
Screaming into the dark, you can't save me
Till I was almost a ghost, the ones who loved me the most
I wind up breaking their hearts now daily
Don't say I'll never get sober
I see the words on every hour I let go
Don't say I'll never get sober
It's written underneath my eyes, oh heaven knows
Don't say I'll never get sober
Now I'm losing control, I wonder where did it go
A shadow of what I used to be, dying
While I poison myself, as though I think it'll help
Through seven circles of hell, down I'm climbing
Made a lot of mistakes, and more than I care to say
I always blame someone else, but I'm trying
There's still a dream in the ash, and when I get myself back
A trail of flame in the sky, I'll be shining
Don't say I'll never get sober
I see the words on every hour I let go
Don't say I'll never get sober
It's written underneath my eyes, oh heaven knows
I see it
On every red bottle cap that's stacked on my windowsill
On every dime I don't have, on every rolled dollar bill
On every night that I lost, on every drink that I spill
On every scar on my legs, on every hospital bill
Don't have the courage to face it, give me another pill
I can't believe I'm still standing, why am I standing still
I see the words on every hour I let go
It's written underneath my eyes, oh heaven knows I see it