Cell Suicide Ballad Video (MV)

Now it's all just faint distance
I can't ever feel that again
I can picture the image of it
But that blind, romantic child is long dead

Goddamn these newly ingrown cells
They've killed this promising young child
And birthed me
A suicidal cycle

I close my eyes
At the edge of my bed
This action completed at a biblical scale
I'll be free
And I'll never feel alone again

If I could one day
Speak to this dead boy
And tell him,
"I miss you
I miss you
I miss you"