Yeah, straight
These days I'm in this shit deep
Water way up to my neck, pressure I keep to my feet
I wrote this cause rarely I speak
F*ck it f*ck all them lows, lately that's all that I know
Or really that's how this shit seem, tryna remember the dream
Feel like I'm bout to implode, so f*ck it I'll just let it go
I'm tired of keeping it real with people that only conceal
Guess they ain't true to themselves
No it's not everbody, but sometimes I think to myself
I just don't know nobody, so I fade on everybody and go somewhere else
I don't know, but it helps
Getting caught up in everybody forget about self
Cause in most my situations a shitty hand will get dealt
Better learn how to deal, better learn how to cope
Cause that shit can get cold and no ya don't need a coat
Need good people in corners and some good weed to smoke
I ain't tryna be down so I focus on hope
Getting lost in the dope
F*ck the ocean man I'm lost in the boat
Sinking deeper tryin my hardest to float
And shit been mixy thats what gets me into my emotions
And I once heard that that shit there sometimes just be the motion
F*ck that I wanna take a break from rollercoastin
I'm in my city, but won't find me posted
I leave the scene not a text or even a post-it
And to my girl you my world I pray that you know this
I been dying girl I know you noticed
Ain't on the job cause I feel demoted
I know it's stressful , but it's how you tote it
And I learn that from living
I'm out to get it cause ain't nothing giving
You got a gift and not the one with ribbons
I'll take the blame word to my decisions
And I'll admit that lately I been trippin
Who get me and out to get me blurring I can't tell the difference
I'm tryna go the distance
Yeah
I'm tryna go the distance
Yeah
Straight
No lie I feel the affliction
Me doing right my one true addiction
Me every night tryna hone the vision
Bout to see who real and who really isn't
Cause on the real shit been feeling different
And start to feel like a competition
Where you and these niggas dying to be the opposition
If thats the case then while I'm down better get your kicks in
Cause after that I'll leave em bobbin for a new edition
Cause nigga wanna eat, but won't do the dishes
And I ain't one for dishing, but you too concern with bitches
That you forgot the mission
Been f*cking up like picking up the ball and moving pivots
You must want my position
Tryna smoke me, but the problem is you got twisted
You wanna take away the boy, but you ain't got di-vision
These days I'm blessed up in each way
That won't change, but things change
Like maybe I owe you something
Or maybe I told you something that you ain't wanna hear
We say we fam for life, but we ain't really here
You love the fast life and I'm done tryna steer
Stuck in a past life and I'm looking past life
One look at the past like that was detrimental
Reflecting, but won't get sentimental
Cause I know these roads were paved with lows the real relate
Just needed to say my peace get my perspectives in check and I'm straight
Hope it's not too late
Think I'm in too deep yeah
Think I'm in too deep yeah
Too deep yeah