Laudable - Heavy Heart / Defective Lyrics

Back on the bullshit
Back with a full clip
Back for you bastards
Heard you been looking
Get what you ask for
What you gone do then
That's what I thought dogs have leashes and masters
Pitied and pampered
More like loose end
More like a school friend
Daylight illusions
Niggas confused that shit
Thinking its real
But I don't have time to explain it i move quite quick
Cut through the field like i am a mower but really I've fooled my friends
And peers
Cause they think I'm nothing to notice when really
I'm working on something explosive that type that rip you in multiple motions
You're shit isnt smooth like this
For real

Like butter to toast how I slide
I tuck it and roll on both sides
Then light it and ghost
Like diamonds and gold how i shine
I aint been alone in like 5
Been up like a post up online
Then cycling home

Whatever you wanted to call it niggas just need to be honest
Cause i drop a tape like its vomit i bring the shade like a comet
Cause so many of you just force it and double that number just want it
And some how they made it before me
Made me consider withdrawing

But the story doesn't end like this
Niggas would be so lucky

Whole life i aint have one thing thats constant except for this beat thats bumping

I push my back off against the wall
And wear a smile like its easy
I waste my week trying to mend my heart
And save it all for an EP
Cause its common ground when its love and war
And its coming down on me daily

I push my back off against the wall
And wear a smile like its easy
I waste my week trying to mend my heart
And save it all for an CD
Cause its common ground when its love and war
And its coming down on me daily

Watch me defect
Turning my back
Its for the best
Trust me

The kid is a vet
Too skinny to flex
But go at your neck
Buffy

The cycle begins
He's pyscho again
And gripping the pen upbeat

Scrumming and crashing
Running and dashing
Passing backwards
Rugby

Cause this what you want from me right
Like how we the same but different
Look how all the lanes are switching
The minute i change my pivot
These niggas afraid of this shit
But who could you blame for that
When really all i do is keep realistic
And look what i made from that
A safety mat
For your suspension

Took catch you
Falling
Tripping all in
Till we lost it twice
First time hurts the most but
Second times like a ghost touch
Send a chill down your whole spine
Ice

Cause it be that way some of the time
So I KOS all the rhymes
Then relocate
Relocate