Lauren Blackford - One Too Many Times Lyrics

Looks like you finally got tired of me
Congratulations
Four months is more than enough time to grieve the one we wasted
I wonder if you filed me under regrets
Or people you would rather just forget
Looks like you finally moved on from me
It's frankly overdue
But I still think about it constantly, and I don't think you do
I hate that I live in the back of your mind
While you're still in the front of mine
Cus I know it wasn't love or anything other than a good time
But it's nice, thinking you got me, feeling your body under mine
So maybe I just refuse to look at the rules for what they became
And I can't decide if I should blame the player or the game
Cus one too many times, found myself waiting for someone
Someone I don't even want to come back
One too many times, found myself chasing someone
Someone I don't even love like that
And I don't even love you like that
(I don't even love you like, I don't even love you like)
Was your attention a formality?
Was any of it true?
I'm losing track of what's reality and what I just assumed
I hate that I don't know who I should believe
Why do I trust a stranger more than I trust me?
And it's hard not to get wound up, built from the ground up out of bad rhymes
And you probably think that I'm crazy, what's the point changing your mind?
So don't try to reach out when you figure out this is about you
Cus I've got nothing left to lose, and I'll probably take it out on you
Cus one too many times, found myself waiting for someone
Someone I don't even want to come back
One too many times, found myself chasing someone
Someone I don't even love like that
And I don't even love you like that
No, no, no I don't even love you like that
(I don't even love you like, I don't even love you like)
(I don't even love you like that)
Looks like you finally got tired of me
Congratulations
I don't think I can say the same for me
So here's to patience
Think I can finally admit it, we're not friends
So this is where our story ends