You're seething
You're loathing
You're fuming of the past
And I'm feeling so anxious
Relive it every night
Sleep's caught in harness
Chokes me like a vine
My dreams held hostage
More vivid every time
Oh I'm passed out
In your room full of clothes
You are gassed up
It makes me hotter than the sun
So you oh you sit in the living room
Oh I'm sick of this household
All the lies and delusion
You think everyone owes you
So you hold the flame on the tip of the roses
Cased in a glass labeled
"For your loved ones"
Torch up the hate for this world
In the middle of a spiral of your flesh and your bones
Rotting to pieces and gone
She said
"Why you looking like a damn mess tonight?"
I told her I got some issues
But nothing she could help me with
She said she could help me
Fill the void placed inside
"All it takes is just one night
Trust me baby don't fight"
I think I got a fever in my throat
My face is falling off
And my gums are going numb
You were passed out
By the TV full of shows
Now I'm gassed up
You make me slaughter all the fun
So I oh I sat in the living room
By all the bugs and their poison
I saw the look of the monster
So I went for the holster
You hold the flame on the tip of the roses
Cased in a glass labeled
"For your loved ones"
Torch up the hate for this world
In the middle of a spiral of your flesh and your bones
Rotting to pieces and gone
Fire up the torch on the tip of the roses
Cased in a glass labeled
"For your loved ones"
Suck up the lives of the ones you've forgotten
Leave your ashes on dirt
The one that you call a home