Lautrec - Vermont Lyrics

Caught up in midst of a storm but I'm in a doldrum
I'm ready to sail but the flag doesn't move
My life is so stale
My life is so still
Steady
Taking my aim
I pull the trigger
But what's the point of my gun
When I can't afford the arsenal
It cost more than the pistol
I bought the gun off ebay
But the bullets cost an arm and a leg
Will I ever let it fire
Ignite me on a stadium
Pierce your God Messiah
The mighty spear of Longinus
I crave the view of Wembley
Iconoclast your figures the prophets the dominance
So I'm hiking for days
I'm repeating a maze
So here's my worthless
Pieces of craft in an echo chamber

Oh I'm so tired of same old days
Fiery burnt dream flavored taste
I'm so tired of making it
I'm sinking in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame
Put on a smile
Let everybody know
That I'm on a rise
For them to let it go
I put together my hands
And try to hold it in
So I sink in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame

Distraught I'm not at home
I don't have a place
Where I comfortably rest
My aching head
Ashes burning my thighs
I let out a sigh
I'm spilling my rye
I'm not even high
Pills don't put me to sleep
They just makes me anxious
They make me forget
Not the things I regret
But the ones that matter
I'm so tired all the time
Hearing voices all night
It's freaking me out

Oh I'm so tired of same old days
Fiery burnt dream flavored taste
I'm so tired of making it
I'm sinking in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame
Put on a smile
Let everybody know
That I'm on a rise
For them to let it go
I put together my hands
And try to hold it in
So I sink in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame

Oh I'm so f*cking tired of same old days
Fiery burnt dream flavored taste
I'm so tired of making it
I'm sinking in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame
Put on a smile
Let everybody know
That I'm on a rise
For them to let it go
I put together my hands
And try to hold it in
So I sink in Vermont
I'm drowning in shame