Hello, table, we meet again
I'm ashamed but it's okay, I got a friend
I guess we'll split it, take a half
Tell ourselves we're gonna stop and then we laugh
Oh, I got blood in my nose, I got tears in my eyes
Say it makes me alive, tried to quit so many times
But I love you, I need you
But I hate you, even when I say that I'm gonna walk away
Yeah, I come back 'cause I need to
I don't want to, yeah, I say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again
Here I am again, mmm-mmm
Where did my feelings go?
I tell myself I don't know
Why am I so alone?
Why am I so alone?
I'm in love with the high but when I come down, I die
Say it makes me alive
Oh, but that's just a lie
I can't put a finger on it, there's no reason that I do it
Maybe it's just 'cause I'm not that confident
But I love you, I need you
I hate you, even when I say that I'm gonna walk away
Yeah, I come back 'cause I need to
I don't want to, yeah, I say that I'm gonna walk away
But here I am again, yeah
Here I am again, mmm-mmm
I love you, I need you
But I hate you, yeah