Nothing is ever so miserable, I believing that I'm a god in my own eyes
Nothing is ever so clinical, like, the stories I tell to cover all my lies
Nothing is ever so pitiful, ah, the sin in my soul leaves my heart crying
Darkness I feel like I'm always dying efforts I feel like I'm always trying
Calvary hill was a spectacle, death , aimed the first shot at the light of your face
Nothing is ever so beautiful crown of thorns on your head as a symbol of grace
Nothing is ever so cynical, twisting my sin to fit into your biblical
Mercy I'm bursting, I'm a puppet rehearsing, hurting self
Lord I'm in misery needing your help
Rotting alive question marks on my health lust in my eyes
Seeing perishing wealth look at this hell I know it too well
I walk with a limp the servant who fell I await your return
Ring the bell I await your return, ring the bell
Nothing is ever so painful
Turn my back on the God I adore
Nothing is ever is so dreadful scream
Lord Lord but he shuts the door
Nothing is ever so blinding
Believing the hype of my glory
I have none, I'm just broken
Lord forgive me
They call him the lamb that was slain
Just picture the pain of being betrayed
As mans will is swayed he chooses the way that is broad again
Board with what he's been taught
Caught in what has been torn from the courts of caution formed
To him contortions norm distorted in waves not seen by night he's
Brave playing with sin In the light
Taking that grace for granted
Is this what I wanted
Nailing Him to the cross again
Failing Him it's open shame it's open shame
I hope I call his name I'm calling it from the grave
The grave of my heart depraved
The gravy train of yellow brick pain
Brick by brick it the same trick me trick a treat fame
But thought the smoke I can see The flame there's two of them
In silhouette form
His eyes they blaze with fire yeah
This is norm for Him Messiah
Can't just ignore the Spirit
Inside the vessel within
I wrestled with sin I said this before
In former crude at times I'm that former dude
But I'm save by the blood of the lamb so all I can say is