Sep 8 11:56pm sunday
Umm this was originally a rap
But i feel like singing it , so i'm going to
Self inflicted
I did this to myself
Every puff and every swallow brought me closer to my death
Now my mind ain't the same cerebellum can't be tamed
If the mf says jump, well I might do it
I swear i ain't been using but in honesty i wanna
I wake up with water on my face, I tried to bury trauma
And it's eating me up, I think it's why i lost the weight
Now i'm dealing with the aftermath feelings everyday
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I remember being so desperate for change
I told my mom about being an addict, I stayed the same
And I remember every time that she used it against me
Never trust a person that only loves for their own gain
If reliving the past was a crime
I'd be in the box, tally lines, doin time
I don't think you're really worth the time
Bending over backwards drawing lines for you
Personal pleasure master manipulator
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow
I miss that feeling when my eyes hang low
I miss that's feeling when my breathe turns slow