Myself Video (MV)

Oh
Oh-oh

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough
Had me questioning myself
I wasn't sure enough
Had me looking in the mirror
Tryna analyze my figure
I ain't perfect
You want perfect
So that figures
You always put me in a bad place (ooh)
Said we were moving at a fast pace (ooh)
It was all my fault (fault)
I fell in love too hard

I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)
Said you love me
But you only loved yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might, I might not be the same way

You were walking in the door you wasn't saying, "Hi" (hi)
You were walking out the door you wasn't saying, "Bye-bye"
(Bye-bye) Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Seems like you only got that way
When things ain't go your way (ooh, ooh)
How could you tell me that you love me and behave this way?

Sometimes I don't
Know how I survived
You picked me up
You threw me in the sky (sky)
And when I fell you let me hit the ground (ooh-ooh)
Yeah, I still felt alone with you around

I learned my lesson (lesson)
Yeah shit got hectic (hectic)
But all in all the experience it was a blessing, yeah
You taught me patience (patience)
Can't skip the basics (basics)
Seems like you wanted only me for that sensation, yeah (yeah)

I remember all the lies (all the lies)
All the night you made me cry, yeah (made me cry)
When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)
Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die)
You will never know how I feel (how I feel)
I gave my all to you, my love was real, baby (my love was real)
But you didn't love me
No, you didn't love me

I loved you when I didn't love myself
Said you love me, but you only love yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might (I might)
Might not be the same way
Might not be the same lay