Lazarus - Maybe I Am Dead... Lyrics

That's the world you've fighting all by yourself, isn't it?
All alone
So that's why I, oh, well I wanted to be someone who would at least be truthful to you
Lulu, I love you
That is all the announcements for today
Today will be a good day
No it won't, you's a liar
Why you dare put my irons in the fire?
If they strong, do you retire?
Through all this pain, I've been feeling so inspired
Made a pretty song but I've living like it's nothing
I've been trynna write it down but thanks to dad and all his fussing, I've been full of doubt
Hard to stay so devout, I just wanna shout, uh
But my boys go me strutting
I was born out of nothing, so how could I ever be something?
I just wish that anybody would tell me that they want my loving
I'm killing all of my feelings, I'm bleeding out all of this pain, now
And everybody wanna see me f*cking dead, now
Don't care, don't share, don't stare, no, don't you dare look back
Nah nah, nah nah, nah nah
Na na na na na, aye, aye
Could've sworn I died in that place
But I didn't, so I guess I'm just blessed
Oh, whatever
Stay at home, much better
Writing down these letters, mind at the extrema
This is my dilemma: I've been feeling dead in my center
Didn't think it'd be so quick to forget her
Everything I love I learn to sever
There's blood on the floor and it makes me feel better
I'm a stone-cold brother, I'm a steel-made lover
I don't want a thing to do with love
God, it's fake, f*ck that stuff, I've had enough, aye
Nobody wanna love me, that's fine
But you don't gotta rub it in my face
You don't wanna have my love, I guess that's fine
We can be friends... or I guess not
Never really learned to care, guess you forgot
If you ever need my help in a tough spot
I'd never come, I'd rather watch you rot