I'm slipping I'm falling I can't get up
I'm loving I'm lusting I'm out of luck
Cause what ever I do is not enough damn
And I can't be stagnant that shit is rough huh
See I showed you somethings that you ain't used to yet
And you made me feel ways I knew would help forget
See I met your family baby out of respect
So why you wanna go and do that
Won't take disrespect
I know You pillow talking like your new nigga a threat
But you still display your feelings like we ain't through yet
How do love turn to hate girl you just proved that
And When a nigga feel for you
Your heart turn cold
Time to talk yo god you don't know your soul
When I needed it together
You just let shit go now I'm sitting here reflecting finding my way home lawd
Yeah
Yeah
They don't yeah
Lord willing
Lord willing believe That
Yeah
Yeah
Kinda hard living free with these burdens
I look for God when I see the devil lurking
It's all in my heart to know my soul purpose
Lord forgive me
I know my burdens
Umm
Still A sinner
Uh the devils working
Smoke this weed
Ease the pain
Knowing I will never hear your voice again
Summer time started off The hardest with coldest rain
Then my grandma left me
With role take the family pains
Momma look at me for answers
Like I know the game
See the pain in her eyes
Made a nigga wanna change
Looking for the light
To illuminate my life
Still in the dark
I succumbed to the night
Love in my heart
But all my life I had to fight
Dealing with these wrong
Tryna make it right
I made my way back home I lost directions
I keep the piece but keep the burner for protection
I realize that that you always had a purpose for me
This glock nine is the only thing working for me
But I know that ignorance is bliss
Ignorance is Bliss
That's why ima always
With the shits
You know we shoot to hit or miss
This life don't make no sense