Leander - Scars on My Heart Lyrics

Tell me now what it's like, to walk out someone's life?
For me it was like a knife cutting through to divide
I forgot what it's like to feel
The devil asked me to sign a deal
Had me trapped in a nightmare, grasping for some air
This shit's just not fair
Many nights goin' out, drink liquor, smoke loud
Now we on the top cloud yea
Now we on the top cloud
Got back down, we're lost not found
I run it up, but that prolly went over your head
Not enough, I gotta work before I lay down in bed
Playing on the nylon, party's over, cups are empty plus the fire's gone
Many nights goin' out, drink liquor, smoke loud
Now we on the top cloud yea
Now we on the top cloud, got back down
We're lost not found
Yea
Lost not found
Yea yea yea we're lost not found
Yea
Lost not found
Yea yea yea we're lost not found
I don't wanna feel, this pain is too real
Got me losing track now
I don't wanna back down
All this shit's so whack now, yea
Out of sight, out of mind
Tryna feel, liquor got me blind
Mastermind by design
I want some ice on my neck so when it's dark you will see me shine
Nothing in life is as promised as death
Stop wasting, 'cause I know you will regret
Gotta change my mindset, but I know that it's hard to forget
Runnin' runnin' but not gettin' far
Wish I could start over and live on mars
Start over and live on mars
To hide from the fact that I got scars on my heart
Scars on my heart
Yea yea got scars on my heart
Tryna heal the scars on my heart
It takes a while to heal the scars on my heart
Tryna heal the scars on my heart