How does it feel, being alone Keep callin' me on my phone
Keep tellin' me to come home
Finna pack my bags, I'm gettin' the f*ck up out
You make me mad whenever you shut me out Been tryna figure it out
But you won't even let me speak and you ain't hearin' me out, woah, woah
I'm tryna change my ways, tell these hoes get out my way
Won't listen to a word I say, why do I try anyway
I just roll the dope and smoke the gas to get high every day
Won't ever switch up, I get paid for just the words I say
I smoke the gas, wake & bake, I'm high from the night to day
Been high so much I can't remember what sober is anyway
My sober mind done died a long time ago
I've been in my prime for some time so bye lil' hoe
Cry lil' hoe, you not mine no more
I'm glad I got you out of my life lil' hoe
Many people stab me in the back with a knife lil' hoe
I just never thought I'd be the one I call wife lil' hoe
It's been a minute, yeah, how you been livin', yeah
Shout out to Autumn but I'm not the same I just wanna make sure that he mentioned, yeah
Hop out the car shootin like gta like I'm playin' a game on a mission, yeah
Only thing you niggas know how to do is hate, can you keep my name out your mentions, yeah
I'm tryna change my ways, tell these hoes get out my way
Won't listen to a word I say, why do I try anyway
I just roll the dope and smoke the gas to get high every day
Won't ever switch up, I get paid for just the words I say
I just ride by my doley, I got my pole with me
Don't give a f*ck bout no police, I just roll up my dope lil bitch
Got this shit by my lonely, got this shit with nobody
Am I gon' die alone? Nigga, probably
Anyway, roll up the gas lil' bitch, I smoke
I sip that drink till I feel no more
Might throw in' a pill just to feel that hoe
Damn, I'm lookin' pale, I'm startin' to throw up
And there's blood in my motherf*ckin piss, oh no
And it's gettin' hot and there's tears in my eyes
I think I'm bout to die cause I'm ready to go
But that's in another life and I'm in my prime
I got shit to live for, I'm not wastin' my time
God showin' me the signs, when I wasn't fine
I just needed a reminder
That this my book, that this my script
I just wrote a new chapter
I'm gettin' better and better and better
I'm gettin' tired of writin' all of these love letters