Change Gon Come (feat. Lu Jerz) Video (MV)

Lost since the beginning i don't know where to start
My youngest daughter know i adore her but now we cant go to the park
My son not even one, distance so far apart
Sister & brothers, revengeful mothers broke both they hearts
But who's to blame them or me, me or them
Honestly cant even win, going back & forth to the point I don't see an end
Its my fault but we too adult for these childish thoughts
Supporting all my kids handle my biz but here comes child support
They got the nerve to call it paying my dues
The biggest sneaker head wouldn't last a day in my shoes
When I'm stressing i just cant ask for blessings pray that i lose
I'm on the brink of depression that pressure making me choose like
Who i wanna be with, damn this some deep shit
Cheating every night because its demons who i sleep with
Took responsibility as a man cant play a boy victim
Playing all them games' what ended me in this court system
My kids gonna be spoiled that's what you need to know
Gotta stay & water the soil just so your seeds can grow
Once you a parent that selfish shit need to go
Believe me bro they the ones that we breathing for
Couple nights i been restless open up my eyes I'm stressing
I've been counting all my blessings, I've been counting all my blessings
Only looking for a little sunlight over the horizon
You don't know the pain that's all over
Pray their little face stops bawling, I'm here when they're calling
Each one, day ones, dad is here to save them
Shield them from the rain, I'll protect them when the flame comes
Til the day comes, til the days comes when change comes
What my future has in store i don't know but i ain't scared of my past
Wow, didn't meet my first child for like a year & a half
My reflection, felt a connection just from hearing her laugh
In that shopping cart it stopped my heart, damn it got me tearing so bad
The choices mommy made, never respected or will i accept it
One night, often forget it, cant say that i regret it
Since you hear now you my angel
But to your mom man i swear its a hate you & thank you
Cause even though you made a evil decision
You gave me just another reason for living
Its a lot of loyalty in this thing called fatherhood
I took a oath to do exactly what i father should
Couple nights i been restless open up my eyes I'm stressing
I've been counting all my blessings, I've been counting all my blessings
Only looking for a little sunlight over the horizon
You don't know the pain that's all over
Pray their little face stop bawling, I'm here when they're calling
Each one, day ones, dad is here to save them
Shield them from the rain, I'll protect them when the flame comes
Til the day comes, til the days comes when change comes