overthinking... Video (MV)

God
Please just deliver me peace
Been dealing with hella shit mentally can you answer some questions for me?
Answer some questions for me
I wonder if my biggest supporters just lie to my face and they screwing me over
I wonder if women just use me for clout and they faking love just to get closer
I wonder if - ah tsk
I wonder if I was just sober
Wonder the outcome if I had just stayed home instead of saying what I told ya
I wonder why all of the girls that I ever connected with ended up leaving
I wonder if my fear of embarrassment only is holding me back from achieving
I wonder if you see my emotions 'cause I cannot make up what I am concealing
Wonder what would've happened to me if you never ended up leaving
I wonder if I never went out that night and you never would meet me
'Cause then I would never have met you
And then my whole life would be easy
I wonder if this song is just cheesy
I wonder if my music just sucks
I wonder what life is like in another dimension where I walk around and I don't give a...
God
God, I really wonder when that check coming in
God, I wonder if I ever find love again
Wonder in how long I'll buy my mom a crib
And I wonder if my future is brightening
And I pray that one day she'll just type again
And hit me back
Lately been dealing with tit for tat
And mentally I cannot deal with that
I wonder why lately I simply ain't finding the time just to hang with friends
I wonder if the friendships gon' end
'Cause me and my day ones just do not blend
And since we were ten
We shared different interests and goals to attend
And that's when we started to shift
And ever since then
We finally grew up and we started to drift
THAT SHIT HARD
Brand new EP on the way just to prove to y'all that we can never relate
Bitch don't think shit sweet I'm the same Leeron in bout forty-eight states
Me and my girl parted ways 'cause we wasn't working out and I ain't talking no weights
Now I cannot f*ck with no fakes
And I cannot f*ck with no Jakes
Reminiscing bout the time I put petal to metal to see if I'd crash it
Then I just stared at 130 on dash and I pictured my parents' reaction
When I was younger they told me to act but nobody was yelling out "action" (action)
Used to work nine to the five now I'm dressed to the nines in all latest fashion
I said that I'll switch the shit up 'cause you rappers is rinse and repeat
You rappers not me
Check if I'm verified all of my checks just stay real like the checks on my feet
Now all of my boys in the crypts I look at my pockets they look like mystique
They say to cut snakes out the grass but lately it's all anacondas I see
Been rapping with confidence
Hard to be humble when you stare at accomplishments
I can't be modest I'm just being honest
Said I'll make it in a year and I ain't breaking no promise
They didn't see the vision the first time around but then I proved all 'em wrong at least three times
They didn't see no future in Leeron but then I rolled 'em and held the pack between my peace sign
Just got off the phone with my agent he said "Leeron you're the reason my card will not decline"
Just got off the phone with my ex I'm hitting the red button 'cause she wasting my screen time
Just got off the phone with my therapist she said "I need to take time off the drinking"
'Cause God knows I been in my head
And God knows I been overthinking
And God knows I just been wondering
If I'll make it past this chapter
So I told my therapist I'll drop this album and we'll speak after