Left2Jake - Be Alone Lyrics

I really just need to be alone
I really just need to be alone

Sit in my room and turn off my lights
Shut the door behind me and close my blinds
I just need to time to close my mind
From the world around me I hope I'm fine
I hope to find the peace I need
To strengthen me so leave me be
I'm not being mean, though it seems I be
Maybe this the fiend in me
So I turn my phone on airplane mode
Ignore everything like where he go
My brain gets clouded it's not fair I know
Sorry if it seems I don't care it's cold
That's just my blood it's frozen over
Too many layers to open or they're
Just overgrown from growing older
The persona I present is no open border

I really just need to be alone
I need to figure out the unknown
I really just need to be alone
Find out who really is Jake Paron

I'm so independent that my pens demented
Writes words for me so that I befriend them
Feelings can't get them prevented
And if I've said it, well it's not regretted
Headphones are my best friend turn them up
So I can't hear my fam yell I've heard enough
Always sounds like someone's being murdered what
Bout to take this house and burn it up
Or burn it down cuz I've learned this town
Is not what it seems, so I turn around
And make my own path to earn my crown
Not stop until the world has heard my sound
I need everyone and no one at the same time
So I choose the latter, and I say climb
If I fall, looking at the plain sky
Pondering life, hope I didn't waste mine
Lose track of the day when I write to beats
Lose track of the night when I should be asleep
Lose track of my mind and I hurt this deep
But I tell no soul is it worth this dream

I really just need to be alone
I really just need to be alone

And if I'm not with you don't be upset
It's not you it's me, I am the threat
Time by myself, haven't had enough yet
Got to take my day and press reset
You wonder if I get lonely alone
No I don't, hate to be controlled
I need to think how my story gets told
If these cards I was dealt, maybe I should fold
I'd rather shuffle them into my favor
Make my mind braver, save time later
I'm a fine racer, and a rhyme slayer
I have to be great, it's in my nature
Sorry if I don't like to talk
I been staring at this page with writers block
Which is hard cuz I need to write a lot
To get out my feelings with the rhymes I got

I really just need to be alone
I need to figure out the unknown
I really just need to be alone
Find out who really is Jake Paron
I really just need to be alone
I need to figure out the unknown
I really just need to be alone
Find out who really is Jake Paron