Left2Jake - Time Bomb Lyrics

I'm like a ticking time bomb ready to explode
5 4 3 2 1 then blow
From the north shore where it's cold
So when I isolate leave me alone
Always in a hurry 'cause I like to rush
I go make music to hype you up
But I get in my feelings and write too much
Like all my talk is wanting life's new touch
Say I rap about rapping well that's what I do
I don't stack cash and I've practically used
My life examples in one rap maybe two
My life's not that great so you can laugh at my views
Don't label me Christian or religious
'Cause Jesus wasn't white, and church ain't a business
I do believe in God and yes I'm still a witness
So if I'm sinning I'm asking for forgiveness
So forgive me if I get viscous on a track
Music is my passion I'm ambitious when I rap
Going for your head like I'm a ninja in a mask
My words are sharp and cut you so get out of my path
In fact stay in my lane so I can run you over
I don't care what you think so what's my motive
It's being bored with life and I want closure
But I feel I'll never get it so don't come closer
I'll push you away, and I'll regret it
I feel desire, you see desperate
I want to be admired, to be respected
How can I be accepted when I feel rejected
'Cause I have trouble sharing my emotions
I sink like drowning in the ocean
I tell myself you're drowning cuz you don't swim
But I've gone numb my limbs are frozen
I give no reason to live here breathing
Still feels like winter the eternal season
Snow is my blood it's internal bleeding
Tell me what are your thoughts you infer from reading
My lyrics, oh wait you'll only listen once
I give this up, I wish I was
Good enough but I think too much
Yet I always feel I don't think enough
My parents ask me if I'm getting good grades
They wanna know if I'm getting all A's
Well I am, but I'm also getting no plays
So I'm not satisfied I live in dismay
I'm like a ticking time bomb ready to explode
5 4 3 2 1 then blow
From the north shore where it's cold
So when I isolate leave me alone
I'm in my hole of rapping it's dark
No light shines through, yet I manage to spark
A little bit of heat when I write a savage bar
Coming from my thoughts that's a damaged part
Of me that you get when I talk to paper
Writing words in rhymes is a part of nature
Christ commanded us to love our neighbor
As ourselves but how do I love a stranger
'Cause my parents told me don't speak to them
Looking in the mirror is a frequent trend
Trying figure who I am as an equal friend
But my anger makes me feel I need a treatment plan
Working on rap at two in the morning
Telling myself that you should be snoring
But I can't sleep cuz music is boring
I need new styles to keep exploring
Soaring above the eagles, my flight is high
You reach for the ceiling, my heights the sky
I'm not the nicest guy, but sometimes I try
To better myself, I'm not tryna lie
But I always fail, so who am I to judge
I'm not God, I'm just tryna love
Everyone, and all the time it's tough
No wonder my life feels it might just bust
My words are spilling out so fast that when I look back
I am shook at the things I put past
My own self I wish I understood that
I am good enough maybe I should rap
I'm like a ticking time bomb ready to explode
5 4 3 2 1 then blow
From the north shore where it's cold
So when I isolate leave me alone
I'm like a ticking time bomb ready to explode
5 4 3 2 1 then blow
From the north shore where it's cold
So when I isolate leave me alone