I haven't slept in days
And I leave for work in an hour?
(I think)
I can't remember anymore.
I catch it looming over me
Future seems uglier than I remember it bein
But paradise is feeling so damn good right now
Friends only leave when I close my eyes
Worlds end is strugglin to get me down
Can't remember the last time I cried
But why would I need to for once
Life's going great the way that it is
Why would anything make a difference
What do you mean you're moving out?
Bank accounts running low
Think I've gotta get a job
I'm not a kid anymore?
Listen to yourself can you hear what you're saying to me
I'm preachin and workin and runnin so much its hard to breath
I'm always moving toward something its hard to sleep
You're hearin the wrong version of who I want you to see*
I remember when I had time to kill
Can't afford that cause I'm payin bills
I've put in all this work nothin to show
Get me outta here and just take me home
How can you keep living on
I can't take care myself
Dishes piling up don't even got a kitchen
Sinking down deep cant benefit my health
I can see how far you've gone
But i cant be on my own
I'm struggling to even write a single song
And every lyric reminds me I'm alone
It's been months since you've moved out
Bank accounts running low
Think I've gotta get a job
I'm not a kid anymore?
Listen to yourself can you hear what you're saying to me
I'm preachin and workin and runnin so much its hard to breath
I'm always moving toward something its hard to sleep
You're hearin the wrong version of who I want you to see
I remember when I had time to kill
Can't afford that cause I'm payin bills
I've put in all this work nothin to show
Get me outta here and just
Take me home
Take me home