Lele - Mixed Feelings Lyrics

Today, I woke up on the right side of the bed
(And that's unusual, oh, so unusual)
It was a bright, hot day, and the birds were singing
(Aaaaah)
Getting ready, feeling pretty like a princess
I had a smile on my face
Then it all went astray
(I can't have one normal day)

I pushed a pull door on my way into a building
(Brain, are you serious? Did someone see it?)
The nice breeze made my hair look way too frizzy
(Frizzy)
My new shirt just drank half of my coffee
(It was so pretty, now I feel petty)
Can this perfect day get any worse?

My head is in my hands and
I ain't sad but I'm crying
Tears rolling down my eyes
Ain't happy but I'm laughing
Heard no jokes, am I alright?
There's something weird
Something that I can't describe
I don't understand how to understand
I don't understand these mixed feelings
Mixed feelings

A small debate with someone was a big mistake
(Why did I do it? Why did I do it?)
Cause they won but I'm such a sore loser
(Loser)
I'm still gonna try to prove my point
Back and forth, back and forth
My anger's snowballing
(I never give in)

Anyways, they've already moved on
(How do they do it? I wanna try it)
But I just got the perfect comeback in my head
(It was too good to waste)
Can somebody please just sew my mouth up?
(Pretty please)
I'll walk away, count to ten to clear my head

But suddenly, I burst and
I ain't angry, but I'm fighting
Spewing words that don't sound right
Then calm but feeling restless
All my worries intertwined
There's something weird
Something that I can't describe
I don't understand how to understand
I don't understand these mixed feelings
Mixed feelings

Hey, sorry world
Sorry, me, myself, and
I don't know how it works
To think before you speak, or cry, or smile
I'll try to comprehend
That things don't always go my way
And it's better to have peace
Than feeling bad while trying to win

That's why I wrote this song
Ain't sad but I'm crying
Tears rolling down my eyes
Ain't happy but I'm laughing
Heard no jokes, am I alright?
There's something weird
Something that I can't describe
I don't understand how to understand
I don't understand how I

Ain't angry, but I'm fighting
Spewing words that don't sound right
Then calm but feeling restless
All my worries intertwined
There's something weird
Something that I can't describe
I don't understand how to understand
I don't understand these mixed feelings
Mixed feelings