ONE BAD DAY. Video (MV)

Living how I wanna you can't tell me how to love
Throwing everything but I never ever ducked
Gave you everything but it never was enough
They said we was cute but, that was never us
Always takin shit but never giving up
Always tryina go but never tryina stop
Always on my mind but never feeling up
Always on my body but never feelin good
Too much talkin shit had us lookin kinda dumb
On and off bitch no wonder
They never kept track of us
Or what we doin on our own
Left us all by ourselves now it's us all alone
You was feelin like a house but never like a home
Always feelin like a see through paranormal, type ghost
Maybe this is just how it goes
You me and the bed I should probably hit the road
And no I don't wanna stop but I gotta leave
And no I don't wanna go but I gotta leave
No I don't wanna stop but I gotta go
And no I don't wanna go but I gotta leave you
Never goin broke, never goin back
Keep you close to me, keeping us intact
Never gonna be alone never gonna lack
Never gonna give up I'm never gonna slack
Never wanna go back to the old days
I don't wanna leave you but I don't wanna stay
Break down my walls in every single way
Know that you'll hate me every single day
Leaving you behind never gave me peace of mind
Having you inside took away my peace of mind
Kicked me in the face the bloody nose was a sign
Don't love you anymore I don't even need to rhyme
Bet my therapist gets this shit all time
Rates of panic attacks anxiety start to climb
Popped a couple pills hoping soon that I'm
Not guilty of it all but I know the real crime
And no I don't wanna stop but I gotta leave
And no I don't wanna go but I gotta leave
No I don't wanna stop but I gotta go
And no I don't wanna go but I gotta leave you
Took the bottle out
Took the pills out
Put my tongue out
Now we drugged
Got this girl here
I don't know her name
Got this girl here
She don't know me name
If I could feel the same way that I did last year
Be a hell of a lot better than I felt this year
And I'm not the same man that I was last year
But I got some new drugs didn't have last year
And I wanna keep it up, wanna get better
Never giving but I know that I'm better than this
Better than her, better than this
I know I cannot stop but I gotta get this
Gotta get a fix of this
Bad bitch on my dick and she lick the tip
Then I hit the line, then I feel fine, then I feel