Mother kept me grounded
I wasn't a good boy
She didn't want a boy at all
But I'm her favorite toy
I don't want to be ugly
I'm scared of growing up
She told me this was gonna hurt
I started throwing up
In this big white room with no windows
She made me love her like a child
And she'd never accept damaged goods
So the traces, they faded after a while
She did it 'cause she loved me
I've no right to complain
She made me a superhero
Now I can't feel pain
I know I don't fit in here
I see them trying so hard
But I've been gone for far too long
I don't know who they are
And when I look at them
There's two things that I see
There's pity and there's fear of me
I'm dirty and hungry
In this big white room with no windows
She made me love her like a child
And she'd never accept damaged goods
So the traces, they faded after a while
She did it 'cause she loved me
I've no right to complain
She made me a superhero
Now I can't feel pain
And I'm trying it myself everyday
Curious by nature when they're all afraid
She's my kryptonite, the misuse
Goodbye, mother, I forgive you