Lenox Monroe - birthday party Lyrics

Nineteen was the best year of my life
Remember when we walked a couple miles just to see the lights
And it's the little things that I can't get out of my head
Like how you brought out the best in me and walked away so suddenly
Twenty here we go making wishes that I know won't come true
I try to celebrate with confetti cake but not you
I'm sorry but it's not a birthday party if you're not laughing beside me
At something stupid I said party hats on our heads
Don't worry see some familiar faces
But no one can take your place in this room
No it's not a birthday party without you
Had a dream we were dancing in the street
Until it hit me
I was watching a memory
Now I bet you're there and it's not me
And I still hope you're happy
Won't let you know how bad it's killing me
I'm sorry it's not a birthday party if you're not laughing beside me
At something stupid I said party hats on our heads
Don't worry see some familiar faces
But no one can take your place in this room
No it's not a birthday party without you
Twenty here we go making wishes that I know won't come true
I can't celebrate with confetti cake not without you
I'm sorry but it's not a birthday party
No one can take your place in this room
No it's not a birthday party without you