Lens Junior - Inner Peace Lyrics

Why, why, why, why
No longer holding myself back
Why's it gotta be this way
It can get lonely, they can get phony
Things can get scary, homie don't worry
Just get that money
Try to think clearly for whatever you're facing
Always stay ready and whatever you carry
Can't take it with you to wherever you're going
I'm tired of feeling sorry, gotta keep it moving
Cause all of the bullshit we put each other through
Never really mattered
I'm just searching for the inner peace
No longer holding myself back
It's your time to be free now
I'm done, always living this way
They said it never leave but they always left
Didn't wanna hurt them but you always did
Couldn't love the good ones cause you didn't love yourself
Allow others to leech off you now you're just a shell
I buried their bones and built a house on top
I was tortured, haunted, reading these scriptures, getting lifted
So bear witness to the exorcism
Should've punched them in the face when they disrespected
But I considered you a brother, didn't know no better
Started flipping like switches, innocence decimated
Now it's hatred and resentment
Try to wake up from the dead with all this confusion and distractions
Navigating, changing lanes through the fog
Trying to figure out who you are
Find your place in this world or wandering lost
Or bumping into your counterpart
Cause girl, when we connect in the dark, it was always sparks
Couldn't keep it charged, had to break it apart
Cause I'm treating you like shit, wasn't comfortable in my own skin
I was too attached, couldn't let you go
You was feeding my ego, straight selfish
Could've saved the heartache and shame, went our separate ways
Couldn't handle the stress, manage the flames
Couldn't blame the place where I came from or how bad I was raised
Tossed out with no guidance or game, I was left astray
I'm lashing out, that karma hit me hard
Had to fix it and figure it out, had to fight and bleed and shout
Had to put the bottle down like a toddler, never fathered
Stop numbing the pain, restart the brain
Be grateful for the things that still remain
And don't forget the times I was locked in the clink
Staring through the window, fried
High in the sky where my soul cried
Thinking how we could lose it all in the blink of an eye
An eye
An eye
Thinking how we can lose it all in a blink of an eye
An eye
An eye
Thinking how we can lose it all in a blink of an eye
It can get lonely, they can get phony
Things can get scary, homie don't worry
Just get that money
Try to think clearly for whatever you're facing
Always stay ready and whatever you carry
Can't take it with you to wherever you're going
I'm tired of feeling sorry, gotta keep it moving
Cause all of the bullshit we put each other through
Never really mattered
I'm just searching for the inner peace
No longer holding myself back
It's your time to be free now
I'm done, always living this way