Leo Carnelian - Is This the End? (feat. Naoha) Lyrics

Lord gave me wings to fly
But can't see where I go
I'm gonna go with dust in my eyes
I haven't faced new heights
But I know I'm gonna fall
I'm gonna fall if I haven't tried
This' the finale, my friend.
The swan's are singing a song
Cause all I've made is a brick wall
For the last four, and I'm sick of it
I kill thoughts in a war
Where I'm demolishing what I have built
Swinging the record hard, like a wrecking ball
Now this grand facade is a monument
I'm caught up inside of a horror film
That plays on repeat in my head
Where people are grieving, and laughing, and weeping
It's all unbelievable - f*ck, am I dead?
'Can't breathe, cause I'm hiding in disguise
Feeling to weak to climb the grapevine
I need to face my demons and embrace myself
But I can't hit the road til' I break my shell
This' the finale, I'm telling ya
Take all my marbles I'm selling 'em
Call me a f*cking nonsense talker
Tell me I ain't ever even had a sanity to start with
Let me make an attempt to go all-in
Let me gamble my rep' for some life
Cause I'm tired of living each day without confidence
Thinking about when it's time to resign
I've been spitting lies on the wrong beats
I thought that I was driving with control
While I just stood still on the road - no speed
No sleep, feeling worried and alone
Each day's like a knife to my cold soul
Bleak to the point all I think about is hose
From the tailpipe to the front seat
Like a gate from pain to a long dream
So which one do you choose?
So which one do you choose?
It's just a matter of choice really
So which one do you choose?
So which one do you choose?
So which one do you choose?
So which one do you choose?
And you have to pick one
So which one do you choose?
So which one do you choose?