I'm a functional embarrassment
I'm surprised I'm even allowed out in public
Condemned to my ambitions
And I drink just to forget I can't afford it
Mama reads the obits from the city I live
Just to see if I finally got some press
I got no friends and a busted ride
I wasted all my good wishes on satellites
I'm not asking for the world
Though I agree it sounds kinda nice
Told my parents I've got me a contingency
But I'm sorry there is no plan B
I can't go home again
I set fire to every bridge
It was either that or freeze to death
You don't exist, you never did
This life is just the dream of a dying brain
You just got lost along the way
And the universe is correcting its mistake
Stranded on a planet that can't sustain us
We'll die from 80 years of oxidation