Less Than Expected - Deadly Combination Lyrics

Waking up the same way, there's a buzz in my brain
A constant feeling, like I'm always tired!
I pop another Xanax, hope I don't get too manic
It's just too much for me when I'm inspired
Keep the facade showing, it's better if they're not knowing
I just can't afford to get f*cking fired
My anxiety's growing, and I pray to God it's going
I'm a junkie, medically prescribed by a liar

One more time around it's not something I choose
A bipolar melting pot of drug abuse
I'm mixing opiates and benzos, Depression and booze
Genetically born to lose
Don't worry bout me, It's what I choose to do
I know a thing or two about how to lose
I'm mixing opiates and benzos, depression and booze
Genetically, Born to lose

Standing on recession, wishing I had the questions
It's mentally, a deadly combination
Respiratory depression lost in my confessions
A silent enemy is what I'm facing
I've loved bad connections, wasted my affections
Miscalculated compilations
I've watched my life story, written out for me
With suicidal complications

One more time around it's not something I choose
A bipolar melting pot of drug abuse
I'm mixing opiates and benzos, Depression and booze
Genetically born to lose
Don't worry bout me, It's what I choose to do
I know a thing or two about how to lose
I'm mixing opiates and benzos, depression and booze
Genetically, Born to lose
One more time around it's not something I choose
Genetically, Born to lose