lessur - All in My Head Lyrics

It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead
I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead
You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead
There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead

It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead
I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead
You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead
There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead

Funny how it works
That I get high when I am low
I'd probably feel more at home
Inside of a coffin, yeah you know
My past always eats me from inside
And I wish that it was for me to decide
To be weighed down by mistakes
Drowning in what feels like lakes
Why does everything make sense
When everything is on the fence
Maybe it's time to hang it on the shelf
Tired of repeat blame on myself
Every single day that goes by
I look up to the sky and I wonder why
I have to search so hard for a reason
To make it through this suicide season

I need to find the meaning
I need to find the meaning, yeah
I need to find the meaning
I need to find the meaning, yeah
I need to drown this feeling
I need to drown this feeling, yeah
I need to drown this feeling
I need to drown this feeling, yeah

It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead
I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead
You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead
There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead

It's all in my head, all in my head, I wanna be dead
I'll stay in my bed, stay in my bed, I wanna be dead
You heard what I said, heard what I said, I wanna be dead
There's no hope ahead, no hope ahead, I wanna be dead