lessur - Fucked Up (feat. GrimmSage) Lyrics

I take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
Been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my
Take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
I've been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my f*cking head

I'm so f*cking tired
When will this end
This never ending struggle
Where all I need is a friend
To take me away from this sadness
And to take me out from this emptiness
Cause it always seems so endless
And I'm always getting high to feel weightless
When it feels like the world is crashing around you
And you need something to pull you through
And there's no light at the end of the tunnel anymore
Well then what's life worth living for
I don't worry about going to hell whenever I'm dead
Because I'm already living it inside of my head
Get me out of this god damn bed
Cause I'm tired of feeling worthless, it's a f*cking dread
Sew up my wounds and call me new
Forget everything that I've gone through
And I guess you can say I'm giving up on life
Because since I last checked I lost my strife
And lately I've been spiraling down
Cause no one ever seems to be around
Maybe I need to find a reason to live
But lately I've given all I can give

I take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
Been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my
Take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
I've been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my f*cking head

I guess I'm done hoping for better days
And I guess I'm done searching for brand new ways
To make my life feel less pointless
And to make myself feel a little less lifeless
Hopeless is all I've ever been
And I'm finally f*cking giving in
Cause this empty feeling never leaves
And I hate living inside my skin
Bring the light to my eyes
Give me hope before it all dies
Give me a reason to keep going on
Because at this point I'll soon be gone
Why do I even keep f*cking trying
When everyday I feel like dying
And you can say that I've lost my mind
But maybe I'm just oblivious and blind
Every time it seems like things are better
The grief just grows even f*cking greater
And I'm sleeping every single day away
Wondering when my life went astray
And it seems like everyday is just a repeat
Making my life feel incomplete
Cause I'm always drowning deep in doubt
With no signs of ever swimming out

I take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
Been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my
Take these drugs
I want you in my arms again
I've been f*cked up
Can't trust my friends, I'm in my f*cking head