Letters From Carswell - Grassy Toes Lyrics

I miss the grass between my toes as child
Running forever free and wild
At night lay down to rest my head
In fear of the monsters beneath my bed

Having friends over more than once in a while
We'd play our favorite games till the morning time
With those memories hanging by a thread
I never once thought those days would end

But now I'm so caught up
With the way life sucks
And i get so stuck
At the thought of giving up

So I fill my cup with the things i wanted
Drink it up so they can haunt me
And live in the back of my mind rent free
All the places that I haven't gone to
People I no longer talk to
That saw me for who I was trying to be
I miss the younger me

What I wouldn't give back when I was 9
Listen closer to the stories told by my
Great grandmother lord bless her soul
She showered me with love unconditional
I'd Keep in better touch with friends of mine
Who at my lowest point stayed by my side
There's a part of me missing I don't feel whole
Half the people I love 6 feet in a hole

And as the days fly by my face it seems
I'm further away from knowing what life means
Given the chance to do it over again
I'd start right back to where it began

Someone told me long ago
Eventually you'll miss these days when your old
Someone told me so long ago ago
Eventually you'll miss these days

So I fill my cup with the things i wanted
Drink it up so they can haunt me
And live in the back of my mind rent free
All the places that I haven't gone to
People I no longer talk to
That saw me for who I was trying to be
I miss the younger me