Lewis Butlin - RIP X Lyrics

I can't bring myself to explain the pain, My head is going through
Wanna put 10 shots in my brain, Already, I f*cking miss you
But this I really can't change, my heart is breaking into two
And no one understands me they just laugh and misconstrue

I'm laying here still as the tears roll down my face
This shit gives me the chills, why was it you god had to take
It felt like you were my friend, that shoulder I could lean on
This shit is far from the end, I promise I will stay strong

It felt like I knew you so well, just as things were going swell
Is this real? I can't tell, it felt like he was here to help
Me with my depression, I was making progression
He taught me valuable lessons, he helped me so much

Your spirit will live on through my music, swear to god I'll never loose it
I will take your life advice and I promise that I'll use it
Positivity, I know that shit is key
And I promise in life, I promise I'll be me