Lewis Butlin - Sleepless Nights Lyrics

It's hard cuz I be up all night, thinking of things trapped in my mind
Like how I really wanna die, I know this pain, I gotta fight
Fight for my life, put on a mask and say I'm fine
Like it's the last day I'm alive, Like I've got no f*cking time

It's hard cuz I be up all night, thinking of things trapped in my mind
Like how I really wanna die, I know this pain, I gotta fight
Fight for my life, put on a mask and say I'm fine
Like it's the last day I'm alive, Like I've got no f*cking time

I've got a dream and I promise I won't stop till I achieve
You don't believe I will make it? Well I disagree
I'm gonna do this for you and I won't stop till I do
Gonna find my break-through, Rap I will Pursue

You know i f*cking love you, I'll come to see you soon
Please stay strong up there, I know life is so unfair
That's why I'm gonna do this and I don't f*cking care
How long I gotta wait, I will do this someday

I'm so depressed and I'm always feeling stressed
Never at my best, I try my best, none the less
Always stuck in the feels and I know i'll never heal
Cuz My feelings are stuck tight and will stay locked in my mind

But that's just what I f*cking hate because this shit won't go away
Won't get the f*ck out of my mind, feels like I'm trapped and blind
And it's all the f*cking time but I can never get rid of it
Need to learn to just live with this and move on from all this shit

It's hard cuz I be up all night, thinking of things trapped in my mind
Like how I really wanna die, I know this pain, I gotta fight
Fight for my life, put on a mask and say I'm fine
Like it's the last day I'm alive, Like I've got no f*cking time