Ain't a party
Without my baby
Where she going
Without me?
I found my ride or die
Ain't nothing to cry about
But I'm still crying
Lost my pride in the lost and found
But I'm still buying
I'm still buying into 'Happy Ever After'
Oh you know, you know
That I'll never leave her
(Oh you know, you know)
Stop hitting me up
I'm finally looking to smile
(But it don't suit me)
Yeah, I been dragging out fights nightly
But it's what's worthwhile
It ain't a party
Without my baby
I think my fears are finally turning on me
That body damn compensates
For every clocked out mile
I'm harmless when I think my heart is
Then I'm under pressure
Been stuck in a loop for days
Now elevate me higher
I been awake for days
Self-destruction on my mind
I'm better constructing
He's so tragic, dramatic
My fingertips get ambitious
You bring the lightning,
I'll bring the rain
I'm halting and observing
Absorbing what kind of grit I need
To keep this fire burning, burning, burning, burning
Keep this fire burning, burning, burning, burning
Ain't a party
Without my baby
Ain't a party
Without my baby