I said it was a bad dream
Merely a thing that I'd get used to one day
But the feeling hasn't sunk in
I told that lie for nothing
I left to dig it away
Oh then it started to grow
Saw how it twist and turned into something I'm afraid of
Looks like your waiting game paid off
Maybe I did something that drew you to my eye
There's got to be a reason why I chose to recognise your soul
But I don't want it for my own
Ooh maybe there's just something that gave you more time
It's routine overthinking that gave you a space to hide
Now you're at home in my mind
(It's a disaster)
Weighted down please tell me I don't know how
Pull me out so I'll be alone
It's a disaster the way my heart burns
It's a disaster to leave when it hurts
Can't say that time's a healer
When it let you chase me down
I put my arms out and threw it all away
It's not me to blame
Maybe I did something that drew you to my eye
There's got to be a reason why I chose to recognise your soul
But I don't want it for my own
Weighted down please tell me I don't know how
Pull me out so I'll be alone
It's a disaster the way my heart burns
It's a disaster to leave when it hurts
Weighted down please tell me I don't know how
Pull me out so I'll be alone
It's a disaster the way my heart burns
It's a disaster to leave when it hurts
(Pull me out so I'll be alone)
It's a disaster
Ooo ooo
It's a disaster
And you know why
It's a disaster
It's a disaster
It's a disaster
Weighted down please tell me I don't know how
Pull me out so I'll be alone
It's a disaster the way my heart burns
It's a disaster to leave when it hurts
Weighted down please tell me I don't know how
Pull me out so I'll be alone
It's a disaster the way my heart burns
It's a disaster to leave when it hurts