Stella Isn't Real Video (MV)

Well, Stella is a dancer
But she's no good at moving backwards
Still, she thinks she has the answers
At least she's getting the last word
Her constellation's Cancer
The stars will never line up right
Her friends move on to greener pastures
While she's couch-surfing through the heights

Little liquid inhibition
That's just how the weekend starts
Too many big decisions
Stole smokes from hippies at the park
Now she's running from some plain-clothes cops
Didn't do it, crossed her heart
Can't tell where she starts and where life stops
But she's gonna be a star

She said, "I've had a little too much
And I tried that, it doesn't do much for me
And I've seen so many people
Still, I'd rather be on my own"

The world beat her down despite her plans Takes and takes just to get by
Could make a friend out of a stranger and
Discern the truth between their lies
Where she's a regular, those heads all turn
Laugh though her humor's gotten dry
No love's not mutual; they don't deserve
To take up any of her time

She said, "I've had a little too much
And I tried that, it doesn't do much for me
And I've been so many people
Still, I can't tell you who I've become"

Stella's having trouble sleeping tonight
All existential, thinks her head's not on right
Watches the rain through a glass door
And what's she living in the past for
Says, I don't wanna be here, but I'll keep trying

I've had a little too much
And I tried that, it didn't do much for me
I've tried feeling everything
Still, all I feel is alone