Life After Youth - I Don't Care Lyrics

When I breathe
It's a chore
A pulmonary obligation, nothing more
When I speak
Who's it for?
Even talking to myself, I get ignored
And when I bleed
It's a sign
That the flesh prison I'm in won't let me die
And when I laugh
I'm the joke
I'm just another jester going up smoke
I know that it's a good life, if I can lose my mind
Forget everything is just a waste of time
I wanna go blind
Lobotomize my eyes
Everything got better when I realized that
I don't care
Yeah
I don't care
Yeah
I
Don't
Care
I
Don't
Care
Stain my shirt
I don't care
Ain't no value ever came from what I wear
Break my nose
Just cut it off
I'm so s-sick of smelling everybody's rot
In the morning
I get to choose
Self-inflicted, pouring acid on a bruise
I can't be bothered
Why even try?
I'm just a rodent on the big wheel in the sky
I know that it's a good life, if I can lose my mind
Forget everything is just a waste of time
I wanna go blind
Lobotomize my eyes
Everything got worse when I realized that
I don't care
Yeah
I
Don't
Care
It can't mean nothing
It's gotta mean something
You shoulda known better than to walk away with nothing
You can't keep running
You shoulda seen it coming
You soak up ideas and you ended up with nothing
I don't care