Life Itself - Luster & Lack Thereof Lyrics

As I close my eyes
I felt the water wash over me
As the rivers rise I let go of my angst with ease
On the horizon there's a brand new life for me
Just leave me be
Just let me breathe in peace
My gloom casts a shadow over me
When will the pressure begin to recede?
In my head, I'm already dead
Pushed ahead, cast aside
Holding my breath
Rotting from the inside
Just say I got lost along the way
I don't have the strength to face today
Lace up loose ends
Or just cut my f*cking loss?
Bury me in a nameless grave
I came from god, the world to save
Tell me all the things down around the bend
I'm tearing out the page and starting again
Using the path I paved
When every day is a struggle
Using the path I paved