Light Years - Accidents Lyrics

It was an accident
I don't know whats gonna happen next
It was just dumb luck that got me here
And I think I'm running out of it

Starting to see I'm just a bad seed
That won't grow into anything

In over my head again
I'm sorry for breaking all of my promises
I made when I was young
Thought I had it figured out but I guess I was wrong
There's nothing left for me now
No point hanging on

Couldn't wash away
All the blood I spilled was it in vein
Well you see I spent most of my life
Doing just as I like
And now I'm paying the price for it

You say that I'm crazy
If you knew how much I hate me
Would you still try to save me?