I'm alive but I feel dead
Thinkin about what the people said
Said I won't be shit what if I don't ever f*ckin make it
Get a job and f*ckin hate it don't think that I can take it
I'd rather die than have to f*ckin face it
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
Everybody was right
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
I dont feel my drive
Overthinking all night
And I think they were right
I used to have my dream in sight
Now i just don't feel right
Used to be optimistic in the light
I Used to wanna fight
Now I'm lost overthinking what its cost
It's almost like im frozen ffrost
People like me are a dime a dozen
Thought I could trust the people I was trustin
They didn't like the ryhmes I was bustin
Switch up who I put my trust in
Follow my bitch and she give me some lovin
These people act like I owe them something
My shine shine your shit rustin
You be broke, I be out here flexin and bustin
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
Everybody was right
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
I dont feel my drive
Overthinking all night
And I think they were right
Imma make it out of this place
And see the look on everybodys face
Not even leave a trace
Catch up to me and my pace
You lost your place
Word of disgrace
Blow up in your face
Break your bones like a vase
Unmotivated, what a waste
Everybody wanna taste this lifestyle
Trust me it took me a damn while
Sit back and watch that money pile
Got the plug on speed dial
I know your broke
How bad you want this life?
Give that grizzly a poke
Run a mile
There aint no f*ckin 30 day free trial
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
Everybody was right
I dont feel my drive
I dont feel alive
I dont feel my drive
Overthinking all night
And I think they were right
I don't know how to drive
I don't know how to drive
I don't know how to drive
So i'm not alive