Lil Ayy - Apollo 2 Lyrics

How many times do i have to change
How many times do i have to change
How many times do i have to change
You've been on my mind since the very first day
Doing my best to stay alive
But my joy is dropping like flies
I know I f*cked up when I made you cry
It's an accident but it happens all the time
So f*cking high I can't tell what's real or not
Wanna float away like a f*cking astronaut
Can you stay for a minute
You ain't fixing shit giving me the silent treatment
Maybe I'll die and simplify your life
Maybe I'm the problem baby I can't even lie
I only cheated 10 to 15 times
Does that really make me a villainous guy
You ain't innocent bitch don't you f*cking lie
You blew up his phone bitch he's a little guy
I tried (yeah)
She ain't calling my phone nomore I wonder why she ain't open the door
She f*cking with niggas that she don't adore
She come around saying I'm a whore
I've been thinking bout killing myself for attention I ain't gonna lie
Maybe she'll realize she was doing some bitching she gonna cry
I've been on some suicidal shit (yeah)
I've been on some pill popping shit (yeah)
I've been on some self hatred shit
And I'm finna act on all of it
How many times do i have to change
You've been on my mind since the very first day
Doing my best to stay alive
But my joy is dropping like flies
I know I f*cked up when I made you cry
It's an accident but it happens all the time
So f*cking high I can't tell what's real or not
Wanna float away like a f*cking astronaut